Unwanted Wife – English

Jewel POV

I quickly entered the room after I turned my back on Thunder, the truth is that I was really shocked here. I’m not angry at what Marga did knowing that she was just thinking about me because she often sees me crying.

I just don’t know how to talk to my husband because until now the pain is still here. Yes I know he has a point because I didn’t ask him first but he can’t blame me because if he was in my place he might do the same.

I miss my son but I can’t face him in this situation with his daddy. And I don’t want him to be affected either. As I sat on my bed I heard a knock and Granny entered.

“Jewel, can we talk?” She asked.

I nodded in response and sat up.

“I know that he is your husband, he left already. I’m not interfering but shouldn’t you be talking properly?” She said,

“It’s not that I don’t want to talk to him but it still hurts because of what happened to us.” I honestly said.

“Pain is part of love.. Are you hurt by what you found out? Are you hurt by what’s happening to you? Then you should think about how to get rid of the pain, right? The pain will only go away if you talk and fix it to the person who causes it. You are married so you should stick to each other. Don’t let other people ruin the happy family you have.”

“That’s also what I was thinking. When I left it doesn’t mean I gave up my family to that woman. I just left to be able to think, I can’t talk to my husband with anger or resentment because we just can’t get along. I won’t let others ruin my family. “I said.

“It’s good then. Fight for what you have, remember you are the legal one so you have more rights. Just fight! Especially now that someone will add to your family, I’m sure your husband will be happy when he finds out you’re pregnant. ”

I smiled at her. If that Jhazzy thinks I’m going to leave my family just because I found out she’s wrong. As long as we are the ones Thunder chooses, we are still entitled. I am the legal one and no one can take my place. If she has a child, she can support it.

Granny didn’t take long and said goodbye to come out because she was already drowsy, when she left I went to bed because it was already night. Knowing if Thunder won’t stop being my lover.

The next day I woke up because of the sunlight hitting my face. I just forgot to close my window last night because I fell asleep as soon as I went to bed. I got up and then went out to see if Marga was awake because I knew that Nanang was really waking up early.

As I approached the kitchen I smelled the fragrant food that looked like it was still being cooked, I suddenly felt an appetite because of it.

“I think you cook another delicious food, Granny.” I said as I entered the kitchen but I was shocked that Thunder’s face appeared on me.

“W-what are you doing here? And how did you get in?” I asked him who was busy cooking.

“I came here early and Granny let me in, they left because they said they were going somewhere so they just let me here and decided to just cook you breakfast. Sit down cause it’s already done. “He said.

I didn’t speak anymore and sat down because I was also hungry and my husband’s prepared food looked delicious. I waited for him after serving what he cooked and then ate. I also invited him but he just refused.

When we finished eating, I would have put it away but he just snatched it from me and he put it away. So I could do nothing but let him and I went out of the kitchen to hang out on the veranda,Belongs to (N)ôvel/Drama.Org.

Soon I noticed him behind me, I was not surprised when he hugged me. I don’t know if I can talk about what happened but as Granny said, I can’t escape it and as long as I don’t deal with it, the pain won’t go away.

“Talk.” I said briefly enough for him to understand.

“What do you mean? Are you ready to listen now?” he asked.

Sometimes I really want to slap him, I already say it then he will just ask again. I walked back into the house and sat in the living room, he followed me and sat down as well.

“Didn’t you say I need to hear your explanation? So?” I said bravery.. Maybe if I was still the former Jewel I wouldn’t be like Thunder.

He sighed before starting to tell everything that happened. Then Jhazzy went to his office and told about the child.

“So why didn’t you tell me? Why did you choose to keep it a secret from me when you knew in yourself that the child was not yours?” I asked him annoyed after he told the story.

“I know what I did was wrong, hiding it from you was wrong, I was just led by the fear that you might get angry. So my plan was to just tell you when I proved that it wasn’t really me.”

“What if it’s yours? You have no intention of saying that to me?” I promise.

“Of course I’ll tell you.”

“That’s why you’ve been anxious for almost a month and you seem to have a problem and then you often leave. Do you think I don’t know that sometimes you don’t come to the office? I’m just thinking that maybe you have a meeting outside so you’re not there. It turns out that you’re with that woman! “I whispered

“I’m just keeping her company so she won’t know that I’m investigating. That’s why I’m here to apologize to you because I know I’m wrong here. I’m just really driven by fear and don’t want our family to be ruined.”

“So where did your fear take you now? You are thinking that I will get angry when you tell me the truth but you didn’t think I would get more angry when I found out it to other people? You don’t know how much that hurts me. You have plenty of time to say but you didn’t. I know you understand me because if you were in my position you would feel the same way. A family is more ruined when they don’t trust each other and most of all when they keep secrets! ” my long litany.

I really can’t help but blame him for what’s happening to us, maybe it’s because I’m pregnant so my emotions come first.