Unforgiven Sins

The sky was cloudy and the girl could see the leaves dancing along with the windy surroundings.

“Are you okay? Is there any problem?” the man next to him asked in surprise, which made him conscious. The two of them went out first to somehow breathe the breeze.

“Isn’t the sky beautiful? I hope it’s always like this. The surroundings are kind of quiet and peaceful.” The girl looked at the sky while smiling. The young man could do nothing but watch what he was teaching. What is said is also true, even if it is emotional if you pay attention to it but I hope it is the same in all cases; no one thinks.

“Are you okay? You’ve been like that before. Did you get a rest yesterday? I know I haven’t been back yet. I have a lot of things to do, Cinyla. I’m sorry.”

“I’m confused. It’s so messy, I mean I feel like the world does not agree with me. What’s wrong with me why do I have to accept this?” the woman asked in surprise and at this point, she turned to face the young man. The situation may be chaotic for the man but he thinks he already knows. He is not stupid or insensitive. It hurts because of what happened to him, even if he wants to defend it but who is he to fight the woman? He was just a stranger to her who suddenly came into the girl’s life.

“Everything is still very heavy on me. I know I’m wrong too, but I know the truth so I poured cold water on my face. It’s depressing, BenChua. I’m sorry I’m if I like you. I don’t deserve you.” The woman who had been smiling for so long cried. The young man felt so much pain that it was as if he had to do something. He came over and hugged her.

“Stop it, Cinyla. Enough. You don’t need to explain anymore. Even if everything is messed up with me I will be here for you. Remember this, I’m just here for you. I love you. I will keep everything I said from the beginning that I will court you. Even now, do I know if there is any hope or what? But let me do this so that I can make you feel that I love you so much.

Cinyla couldn’t take it anymore, her weakness had swallowed her up. It hugged the young man’s back and there wept. He has mixed emotions. Even though he is confused by everything that happened to him he is still trying to fight back, but now he is giving up.

The young man make her calm down even though the girl softly sobbing, it didn’t say anything but she was chirping full of pain and anger at the world.

“BenChua … B-BenChua, why is that? W-why do I have to experience this, why did he betray me and cheated on me? “Shhh! Your thoughts are wrong! It’s not like that, it’s just a coincidence maybe. I am so sorry, I was wrong to enter your life too but this time I know you need me, you need someone to make you feel better. Please, Cinyla stops this. Stay! ”Còntens bel0ngs to Nô(v)elDr/a/ma.Org

The girl does not know how to accept what the man in front of her is saying now, as long as she knows that she has also become a traitor so she enjoys this-it hurt over and over again.

He took a deep breath and wiped the tears that had been streaming down his eyes. “It’s not your fault, BenChua. It’s all my fault so this is how I receive it. I made a mistake. I was wrong… very wrong.” To calm the girl’s mood, the young man just hugged her. The young man gave her a big hug and chose to remain silent, he wanted to let the girl know that he was not alone. Cinyla couldn’t help but release all the weight through her tears.”Just cry, I understand you. I’m just here, I won’t leave you.”

At this point, the girl just let him hug the man who was calming her now. He didn’t even want to show weakness like this, but he couldn’t do it all.

A few moments passed and Cinyla calmed down. BenChua handed her a handkerchief but the man still wiped away her tears and even though the little make-up he had put on his face was ruined he just let it be erased.

“Are you okay?” the man asked her while still wiping her eyes, but Cinyla snatched the handkerchief and she just wiped it on her face.

“N-not really… I am mad right now but I know it’s all my fault. BenChua, I’m so sorry. Sorry for everything. You still saw my filth but thank you, because the weight I feel has decreased. I don’t want to be like this anymore but it’s gone, I just have to accept everything.”

“I see. It’s okay Cinyla, I know what you feel. You shouldn’t experience that. I don’t like everyone because I remember something. I don’t like everyone who is a cheater and a liar.” BenChua was serious as he looked into the distance and changed his face.”Let’s just go. But I appreciate your presence, Mr. BenChua. Thank you for your accompany.” It laughed slightly and spoke again. “S-sorry, I just remembered that the CEO was with me and I talked to him. I still can’t believe what’s happening.”

BenChua suddenly pinched both of its cheeks as if bitten. “Hey! Stop thinking too much. Whether I’m the CEO or just an ordinary person, I’m serious about you. After all, you’ve said it in your past. I’ll open mine too. Honestly, it hurts to know what you said. Who am I to be angry with you? It was my fault from the beginning. But I am serious about courting you because you are my first girlfriend when you answer me. ”

Cinyla suddenly stood up because of her shock because of what BenChua said. “W-what? Seriously?!”

The young man nodded shyly but, surprisingly, he dared to explain. “Yeah! It’s true! I don’t want to look for a girlfriend before because I’m afraid to love, I’m afraid to have a family like mine that is broken. I don’t want my future child to experience that just in case.”

The girl sat down and stood beside the young man. He felt her sadness because of what she had found out and told him today.

“I don’t want to be ruined and hurt anymore. I especially don’t want anyone to get hurt. But when I meet you, I want to bet, I want to gamble even if there is no certainty that you love me or what. Then this will open me up with You’re an ex-boyfriend, yes I’m hurt and I feel mixed emotions but only joy. I still have doubts about myself. ” The young man nodded.

“So Cinyla, don’t be like this. I just felt this you don’t love or you want me to be gone. Please, don’t just ignore me,” he added, causing Cinyla to hold BenChua’s hand. Even though they were in a public place, he just let it go as long as the girl wanted. He wants to know if Cinyla liked him or not.

“I am sorry for everything, I don’t want to ignore you or hurt you. I don’t like everything happening,” Cinyla said. There was a moment of silence between the two of them until Cinyla’s cell phone vibrated in her pants pocket. “Wait a minute, huh? I’ll just read who left the message.” She spoke to the young man and then quickly picked up the cell phone. Its aura changed because of what he saw.

“Unknown number again?”BenChua asked that make him interested again. He approached the girl and read the text.

Unknown Number

I will not allow you to be with him. No way, no! I will show you at the right time. My Cinyla, I am coming, soon.

Received.

The two looked around but all they received was a strong wind. Cinyla received another scented message.

Unknown Number

I will come back and explain to you. BenChua can’t have you. Please, wait for me first. See you!

Received.

Cinyla’s aura changed and she hold the hand of the man next to her. “BenChua, I don’t know him… Believe me. I-I’m scared.” The young man did not speak but just hugged the girl. “I’m just here for you,” the young man said and calmed the girl with his tight hug. They also decided to go home because someone might be watching them and they didn’t know who they were.