The Diary Of My Dead Wife

Chapter 32: I Love You More Than Anything Else 

Zac's expression remained unchanged.

He just bowed his head, kissed her ear and whispered, "No, I will never want you.Just stay here for a while, and I'll let you out when you're ready, okay?"

"You're lying, these chains, are used to lock a dog! Why do you have to lock me up like a puppy?!" she demanded.

"You don't like them?" Zac asked.

"I don't like them!" Sophie said indignantly.

"Then I'll help you get rid of them!"

He took out the key and unlocked the chains on her hands and feet.

Zac held her face and said, "Good girl, eat now.You have been sleeping for many days, and you will starve yourself if you don't eat’

"Mm hmm, she mumbled.It was just in time, she was really starving..”

The food was delicious, and she devoured it at once.

Zac cooked it himself, and the taste was different from a chef's cooking.

But while she was eating, she suddenly stopped.

"What's the matter? Isn't it delicious?" His cool palm stroked her face repeatedly.

"Zac, I believe I made a terrible mistake.Aren't you mad at me?"

"It's not your fault?” he said gently.

"Zac, I'm a troublemaker.You should send me back to Tristan....." she trailed off.

Boom! Suddenly a loud sound echoed throughout the room.

Zac, suddenly swept the food on the small table to the floor, and was so scared that her eyes widened in amazement and horror.

Zac held her chin.

She was so scared that the spoon and fork in her hand fell to the ground.

"What exactly did you say? You're going back to Tristan? Am I not treating you well? Am I not loving you enough? Do you know what that bastard did to you? He abused you, and you still want to go back to him?" Zac asked.

Sophie's tears streamed down her cheeks, but she bit her lip tightly and did not dare to cry out loud.

She could tell that there was something wrong with Zac now, and she didn't want to annoy him by making a fuss.

Her warm tears fell on his fingers, and he was suddenly surprised and let her go as if he had suddenly woken up from a dream.

Then he covered his face to hide his embarrassment.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my mental health is not great right now.I have no intention of killing you, I'm sorry......"

He was somewhat incoherent.

Sophie was even more terrified, but she didn't dare to say anything.

Zac was currently in a bad mood, and she had no idea when she would irritate him unintentionally.

He tried hard to control his rage and held her thin shoulders.

"Sophie everything's fine now.The past has passed, but I am not well enough to take good care of you.Let's start over, but now, you have to promise me one thing.From now on, never mention Tristan! You must forget him, and never, ever think of him again! "

"But..." she trailed off.

"No buts! You just have to listen to me!" Zac said. Published by Nôv'elD/rama.Org.

"Good!" Zac calmed down.

Sophie's tears were suppressed instantly and she didn't say a word as she looked at him nervously.

Zac looked into Sophie's eyes, his heart was heavy with sadness, and finally he took her in his arms.

He sighed helplessly and said softly, "Forgive me, I don't have the intention to be cruel to you.However, I have been ill recently, which is very serious.I may not be able to control my emotions, lose my temper and I might even be violent towards you, but you have to believe me when I say that I am trying to cure this ailment, and I will definitely become better again.Will you give me a little more time? "

"That's great.I believe you."

She nodded meekly, like a frightened little animal, not daring to contradict him.

Zac's gentle heart was a mess, but he was helpless about the present situation.

"Anyway, you have to believe that I love you.I have always loved you.I would rather kill myself than hurt you.So please, don't be afraid of me.I am not a bad person.I love you more than anything else in this

world” Sophie finally relaxed after a lot of gentle coaxing from Zac.

He finally put her to sleep.

Then he added something to her food.

According to the comprehensive examination results of psychologists and psychiatrists, Sophie's condition was very bad, and she frequently suffered from unconscious sleepwalking.

Before he finished everything, she could only have a lot of rest, hoping that all of these would be over soon.