The Cursed Human

I again closed my eyes, but sleep was nowhere near me, rolling to my left side and again tried to sleep. But everytime I close my eyes, his red eyes came into my mind. I was embarrassed, I gave into his touch quiet easily without a fight for survival. I still didn’t knew why I could still feel his hands all over my body. My mind flashed back to the way his hands touched me, the ghost of his touches was there-

‘Stop thinking about that, Sarah.’ I scolded myself.

The throbbing sensation was still there between my thighs. I took a deep breath to calm my senses down, closed my eyes and thought about the times when me and Mathew used to stay up whole night and watch movies. We used to stared into each others eyes for hours. I still remember when Mathew took my first kiss.

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“Sarah, why are you angry?” His soft voice ringed in my ears as he followed me.

“Why am I angry!! Why are you even talking to me!!! Go to your so called friend!!” I snarled, only thought of Mathew and Christine together, make me want to punch her in the face. And how dare he to touch her.

“I was just helping her, Sarah”

“Oh so you mean carrying her in your arms was helping her!!!” I growled at him. He was carrying her in his arms around the office and he say he was only helping her.

“Sarah, she sprained her ankle, that’s why” he tried to reason but I was beyond angry to hear anything.

“You could have support her but carrying her in front of me— I mean all of the office members was not so good move!!”

“Please, Sarah. Don’t be like this. You know she is my friend then why are being insecure”, he grabbed my hand as I tried to get past him. I am angry, very very angry.

Maybe, its because he does not love me, Maybe I misread things. Maybe I am being overdramatic. He just looks at me like a friend. He does not want to do anything with me, thats why he carried her around to show everyone that he likes Christine. Maybe he like her or maybe he loves her.

He didn’t loved me.

He loved Christine.

He wanted to marry her.

Something wet trailed down my face.

“Hey, hey, why are you crying? Please don’t do this!!” His panicked voice reach my ears as he enveloped me in hug. He wrapped his arms around my waist and tuck my head in his chest.

“Y… you don’t love me. You wa… want me to le.. leave you. If you w.. want that I can do that for your happiness. I don’t want to b.. be burden on you. I will leave y..”

My words cut down as his lips sealed mine in a kiss. He pressed his lips against mine softly. He moved them slowly and gradually. My eyes widened in shock. He pulled away shortly after, and smiled down at me.

“I am never letting you go, Sarah. You are my life, how can I let go of my life.” He hold my chin and tilt my head towards him so that he could look into my eyes. “I can never imagine myself with anyone else, except you. You have my heart and god help me, if you ever tried to leave me, I will go insane.” He continued as he kissed my forehead. “You are most beautiful women I have ever met, your smile, your laugh, your stubbornness, your jealousy only tells me how much you love me too” he said and again kissed me on my nose.

” I love you, not only for what you are, but for myself when I am around you. I love you, not only for what you have made of yourself but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me, that you bring out.”

He finished and kissed me on the lips softly. I remained glued to floor. My eyes widened. Did he just confess!!???

Yes, you idiot he just confess that he love you!!!

Oh my god!!!!

“W.. what d.. did you just say?”Property belongs to Nôvel(D)r/ama.Org.

“I said, I LOVE YOU, SARAH ANDERSON!!!!. WILL YOU BE MY GIRL—

I cut him off as I pressed my lips against his. He was shocked at first but soon moved his lips in soft kiss.

“I love you too, Mathew” I said lowly against his lips as he pressed them again against mine.

~

I still remembered after that he even changed his working department so that he could avoid Christine. She was a beautiful women but the way her eyes watched Mathew made me furious. She had red hairs with green eyes. She was a epitome of beauty, every single man in office was insane for her. But she was insane for Mathew and guess what he was insane for me.

A small smile crepted on my face thinking about him. But soon my smile replace with frown as his red eyes come into my mind.

I closed my eyes but this time sleep overtook my senses. I was exhausted.

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“My lady!” Some yelled in my ear.

I jolted awake as I saw a maid standing near the bed.

“My lady! My lady! Please wake up. Your presence is needed. Lord wants you to give him company for breakfast.” She shook me by holding my shoulders.

Lord?

Breakfast?

Was he planning to beat me like last time.

Memories of last time in dinning room with me, was not so good. I shivered as I remembered him smashing my head against table. As he choked me to death.

“I.. um.. can I skip breakfast. I don’t feel… Well.. yes, well” I said with shaky voice. I don’t want to be anywhere near him. Who knows this time he eat me as his breakfast. Afterall, he was not human.

“I am afraid, you can’t skip breakfast. His majesty said ‘if you don’t come within fifteen minutes, he will personally drag you down with him and you won’t like him to come here’ his words not mine.”

I trembled as I imagined him dragging me down with him.

No, Sarah just obey him if you didn’t WANTED to die young.

I quickly rushed to bathroom and brushed my teeth and took a quick bath. I wrapped a towel around me as I left bathroom. The maid, was standing near bed with fresh set of clothes. I swiftly put on the clothes. It was a beautiful wine colored? off shoulder dress with Lacey sleeves. It reaches my knees. It was beautiful but this was not my type of dress. But I wore it cause I didn’t had any options. She gave me same coloured heels.

Yesterday he wanted me to look like whore in that nightie and now he want me to look sophisticated woman.

Something was wrong with his head.

I let my hair flow down my waist. She motioned me to follow her nad I followed her. We passed through same hallway amd descend down the stairs. An soon stopped in front of dinning room. My heart starts pounding in mu chest. I didn’t WANTED to see him after what happened yesterday and I am still embarrassed but I have to face him eventually.

I took a deep breath and entered the room. It was same as I last saw it, beautiful. The windows were opened today making rays of sun fall through them. My eyes scanned the room but he was nowhere in sight, for which i was thankful. But soon my relief vanished as my eyes landed on? very blonde hairs and baby blue eyes stared back at me. Her face was same as I last saw her. She was wearing green gown this time. But my mind stopped working as my gaze landed where she was sitting, she was sitting on chair and was staring at me.

What was she doing here?

She couldn’t be here?

How could she be here?

I shocked myself when a small whisper escaped my sealed lips.

“Angie…”