Kids
Amanda Pov
“Look I would love to go out with you but I have kids, I just got divorced” I said honestly. The way she was looking at me, I know that look, men do it all the time when you tell them you have children they won’t be interested again.
So I just looked at her and said
“Don’t worry, we can just be friends. I know you don’t want to date someone with kids, especially someone with not only one but three kids” I was walking out when she held me back and kissed me again. This is so confusing.
“Amanda I am shocked
okay because after having three kids you still look so beautiful and who in their right mind would divorce someone as beautiful as you”, she touched my cheek, “I like you a lot and I would love to take you out, I mean if you still want to go out with me” she said nervously. I just smiled and kissed her. I would love to go out with you Sam.
Raven Pov
When Amanda got home I didn’t even let her take off her shoes. I dragged her to the couch since the kids were at my parent’s house and we had a lot of time to talk.
“So are you ready to talk now?”
“Okay, it was Sam I had sex with”.
“Yes! I knew it!” I started screaming. “I knew you had sex but why didn’t you tell me? Is it because it was with a girl”.
She looked down, ” I don’t care who you like and have sex with. I’m happy if you are”. She just smiled and thanked me.
“So how was it? How was it?” I stared at her. “Come on how was the sex because from what have gathered she has a dick, so how good is she?” I smiled cheekily.
“Seriously Raven! I’m not telling you about my sex with Sam” she blushed.
“Come on Maddy! You gotta tell me and I will tell you about me and Ethan’s sex months ago”.
“What! You had sex with Ethan?! Why am I just hearing of this now?” She exclaimed.
“I know I know I wanted to tell you but you were busy and so was I, I could not tell you” I apologised.
“Don’t worry, all is forgiven, so how big is she?” I insisted.
“Oh my God no Raven, come on!” I pouted.
“Ok! Ok, it was good,” she said.
“No, how big and long is her dick Maddy?” I Asked shamelessly.
“Alright, Sam is very big and huge. I think her dick is eight inches, she is so good babe I mean the girl got me sore for days”, we started laughing.
“What about you Raven?”.
“Well I will say six and a half since I was not that sore but it was so good it made me realize how much I miss sex and miss him. I’m still scared of him Amanda, what if he hurts me, what if one day he wakes up and says I am cheating on him again. What will I do?” I said worriedly.
“I thought you’re still in love with him?” she asked.
“I am, I think. I don’t know how I feel anymore, there’s no more spark between us. I’m just doing this for Blue, if this is what she wants then so be it” I shrugged nonchalantly.
“You want to stay with Ethan just to make your daughter happy?” she asked.
I nod.
“Don’t do this Raven, don’t destroy your life just because you want to make her happy?” she said seriously.
“I don’t know Amanda” I sighed.
“Alright, but don’t forget I warned you against this. Although I have to tell you something Raven” she said nervously.
“Okay what is it?” I asked. “I have a date with Sam tomorrow,” she said sheepishly.
“Oh my gosh! Why didn’t you say this? Since this is the best news, but I have a better one to tell you, it is good news I think” I said.
“Alright I’m listening,” she said intently.
“I’m pregnant,” I said excitedly.
“Oh my God, this is the best day of your life! Blue is gonna have a baby sister or brother now! Have you told Ethan yet?” She rambled.
“No, I just found out this evening, I bought a pregnancy test. The symptoms were too hard to ignore” I said.
“How many did you use?” She inquired.
“Five! just to make sure it’s positive,” I said proudly.
“I’m so happy for you babe!”, we hugged, “you need to tell him. Come on, call him and tell him” she insisted.
“Why don’t I surprise him, I mean his birthday is coming up in two weeks so that will be a delightful birthday present! What do you think?” I suggested.
“I love the way you think Rav. Who knew you had it in you”, she started laughing while I chased her around.
“Come here you bitch” I yelled.
Few hours later
“Raven, I am freaking out”.
“Why what’s wrong?”
“I have a date with Sam tonight”
“Yeah that’s wonderful, so what’s the problem?”
“The problem is that I don’t even know what to wear. She told me to wear something casual, casual! I don’t even know what that means right now”. She dramatically said, waving her hands standing.
“Calm down babe, breathe in, breathe out, I know you are nervous and I know it’s been a while you have done something like this so tell me why you are so nervous,” I said. “You have been on dates but have not seen you this nervous before so what is this really about?”
“I think I’m in love with Sam,” she said after a huge deep breath.
“You think or you know you are in love with her?” I smirked, wiggling my eyebrows at her.
“Alright! I am in love with her and I know it’s too early. I don’t even know if she feels the same way about me, have not even introduced her to the kids yet, my kids don’t even know I am dating a woman. How will I explain this to them? I don’t want them to hate me” she exclaimed at bullet-train speed.
“Amanda, your kids can never hate you, they love you so much they only want to see you happy and if Sam makes you happy then go for it. I know Sam likes you a lot, alright. Why don’t you ask your kids about it? Let them know before it starts” I suggested.
“Kids get in here your mom wants to tell you something”, I screamed to get their attention. They all ran in like it was something serious, shit I guess it was a little serious.
“Mom, is everything alright?” Daniel asks.
“Yes, everything is fine dear. Oh, why am I so nervous around my kids?” she exclaimed.
“So what do you want to tell us, mom?”
“W-well I don’t know how you guys will feel about this but I am seeing someone and she is a girl, I mean a woman,” she said in a breath. Content from NôvelDr(a)ma.Org.
“A girl?! Mom, are you a lesbian?” Danielle said.
‘How does she even know that word?’
She must have noticed the way I was looking at her. she just rolled her eyes and disclosed, “Mom, I know what it means. My friend has two mothers and she told me”.
“So, are you okay with it? I mean you don’t hate me?” She asked nervously.