The Alpha Who Saved Me

Chapter 31

The Alpha blinks rapidly in disbelief, like he is trying to process what I just said. While he stands there speechless, I get up on my knees, letting him take in the full view of my nakedness. I’m nervous as hell and I’m not quite sure what I’m doing, but I know that this is what I want. I want him to be the one to have my most prized possession. He’s the only one who deserves it. I will worry about my mate later, when the time comes, but for now, just for tonight, I’m Alpha Decans.

He takes a step towards me, and then stops. I can now see the lust in his eyes, and his wolf, Duke, has come forward as well, but he doesn’t say anything. All of a sudden, he turns and leaves the room, leaving me kneeling on the bed shocked. I’m not sure how long I remain in the same position, but as soon as I come back to me senses, I sit back.

The door opens once again, and Declan rushes through, locking it, before he comes over to me. He looks sheepishly at me as he holds up a handful of condoms. Relief that he isn’t rejecting me, washes over me, and I want to chuckle now that I think about how fast he left, just to

grab some condoms.

“Are you sure, Quinn?” All content © N/.ôvel/Dr/ama.Org.

I nod. “Yes…”

He throws the baby blockers on the stand beside the bed and climbs up onto the mattress. Pulling me into his arms, he gazes down at me, “I’ve wanted this for so long. I know we aren’t mates, and I know that what you are giving me is a gift. I don’t want you to feel as though you need to do this, Quinn.”

“It is a gift, my most prized possession, but I want to gift it to you. You are the most deserving of it. It’s all that I can give you of myself after everything that has happened. I know I shouldn’t, and it will

probably be torture later on, but I want a taste of what could have been had we been able to choose each other.”

Declan’s eyes darken with want before cupping my cheek and taking my lips. I open automatically for his tongue’s invasion. Without breaking the kiss, he lays me down slowly and situates himself, so he’s between my legs. I can feel his hardness growing against me, making my core throb even more. I let him stay in the driver’s seat, though, since I’ve never done this before. Sure, we’ve ** , but I’ m fairly sure that this is slightly different.

He breaks from my lips only to kiss his way down to my jaw, and then down my neck. He hesitates a moment, “I wish I could mark you, Quinn. I would do anything to be able to cover this brand that you now have.”

The brand of belonging to the Desert Sand pack, aside from the few small scars that Tala couldn’t heal, it’s the only thing that still remains fully intact. Because it’s where my mate mark is supposed to be, I’m hoping that once I am marked, it will no longer show, but I’m willing to cut that part of my flesh in order to remove it if I have to.

“Please, let’s not ruin this thinking about the things that can’t be changed. Let’s not think at all.” i grab his head and bring it to my breast as I arch my back to meet his lips.

Tingles shoot through my body as he sucks and licks one nipple while rolling and pinching the other with his fingers. He then switches places with his hand and his mouth gives my other nipple the same attention. Moving on once he has his fill, he slips lower, his lips caressing my skin all over as he descends. Grabbing each of my thighs, he spreads me open wide so he can admire my offering to him.

His deep brown eyes meet my blue ones as he lowers his head. His tongue darts out to attack my **first, and my hips buck, but he holds me in place as his tongue continues to torture me. His eyes

never leave mine the whole time he makes love to me with his mouth. As I get close to my climax, I grip the sheets and close my eyes.

“Eyes on me, baby. I want to watch you as I make you come undone.” He growls softly.

My eyes snap open just as my first ** hits, “Oh Goddess!”

“That’s it, sweetheart, let me taste you.” Declan coaxes.

“Oh Declan. please!” I try bucking and moving away from his torturous tongue, but he never let’s go and doesn’t stop until I’m coming all over his tongue as it ** me, “AH…!”

“Mm,” he groans as he laps up every drop. He smiles up at me, his face shiny with my arousal, as he slips a finger into me, “** you’re so wet now.” He inserts another finger, helping to stretch me out.

I feel him scissor his fingers inside of me right before he curls them, and with a devilish grin, he steals another ** from me, biting his lower lip as he watches me come undone.

“That’s right, baby, I’m going to make you come for me as much as I can. I want you screaming out my name, so you remember what it is that I can do for you.” He doesn’t slow the aggressive movement of his fingers until the last of my climatic waves subside.

*Declan…” pant, not even knowing what it is that I want to say

*Shh, I’ve got you, baby.” He reaches over and grabs a foil packet, tearing it open with his teeth.

I watch in both fascination and desire as he lowers his shorts and pulls them off. His ** springs forward, an angry purplish color, and harder than a rock. When he goes to slide the rubber on, I stop him.

“Can I?”

He grins and hands me the condom, “Have at it.”

I roll it onto his very girthy **, slowly, as I lick my lips. I glance up at him and notice him watching me with a deep affection. I don’t let go right away once I’ve rolled it all the way on. Instead, I give it a few slow strokes, causing it to jerk at my touch.

Declan closes his eyes, “**, Quinn…”

I use the same words on him. “Open your eyes, Alpha. I want you to watch.”

His eyes snap open and he growls as I smirk back at him, “You’re treading dangerously, Alpha Quinn. I plan on being gentle at first, but you’ re making it so I’m about to lose control. If Duke takes over, there is no taking it slow. He will break you in fast and hard.” I see a glint of Duke pass over his eyes, and I know that he’s right at the surface, just waiting.

“Duke can wait,” I whisper, “I want you to be the one that takes me first. Please, Declan…”

Reaching down and stroking his fingers through my folds, “Tell me what you want, Quinn.”

I explore his face with my eyes, memorizing the look that he is giving me in this moment, “I want you, Alpha Declan. I want you to make love to me”

He wastes no time crashing his mouth against mine as he moves in between my legs. When he breaks the kiss, he kneels up and lifts my right leg while he lines up his **at my entrance. He then lifts my other leg, spreading me wide open as he pushed into me slowly. He watches himself enter my **, biting his bottom lip in the process. Pulling back a little, he slowly pushes in again, going a bit further this time. He does this a few times until we both feel him hit the barrier.

Glancing back up at me, his face is strained, but he still asks, “Are you sure, Quinn? Are you sure that you want this, want me to do this?”

“Yes, Declan. It’s all yours if you want it.” I reassure him.

“**yes, I want it and so much more…” He drives into me, taking what I have gifted him.

I squeak at the slight pinch when he bursts through my hymen, but then the pain disappears as he remains still. He takes my mouth in a deep and passionate kiss while he waits until I’m ready to continue.

“Thank you,” he whispers against my mouth, “You feel so much better than I ever thought possible.”