Stepbrother Desire (Erotica)

“You’re right,” Bear said. “Alex you can go ahead and GTFO. Fellas, let’s rub our wieners together!” he said, grabbing his crotch and thrusting it at them lewdly.

Alex covered her mouth as she cackled, but Kenny stopped him with an upraised hand.

“Three things,” he said. “1, my mom is still here, 2, keep the monster in the cave, and 3, did you mean rub our wieners… together, or rub our wieners together?”

“Are we making the penises kiss, or are we just rubbing our own dicks in the same room?” Eric asked. “I’m gonna need some clarification.”

“Well, it just got entirely too gay in here for me,” Alex said, standing.

Three sets of hands reached up to pull her back, more than one of them was reaching for her breasts and she cackled and fell into the couch in a pile with others. Luckily, Bear was on the bottom and didn’t hurt anyone.

“Your tits really are perfect,” Eric said, jiggling one of them.

This is what made her happy, goofing off with her pals and playing video games. She and Kenny had been friends for much longer than the other two, but she’d known them all since at least middle school. When she’d come back from summer break and she’d had breasts where she didn’t before, she immediately noticed that all the boys in her school looking at her differently. Toni had matured at the same time, but she flaunted what she had. Alex had brushed it off, and not really thought about it once she’d grown used to it. Eventually she’d just started wearing clothes that hid her figure, or at least didn’t accentuate it like Toni’s clothes did. Her breasts were now 34 C, and she had just turned eighteen. She hoped they had finally stopped growing. Having breasts that big in high school meant that no matter how thick of clothing she chose to wear, her breasts would be very apparent and people would be staring at them.

“Damnit, you always win,” Bear said a few minutes later, tossing the controller down. They played video games for a couple more hours, and true to their word, the boys stopped trying to grope her.

She looked at the clock and knew that she’d better get going.

“I gotta get home. I’ve still got homework to finish,” she said. The fellas protested briefly, but eventually she managed to get out with only one more round of hugs. She headed downstairs and out the door before Mr. Logan could stop her, yelling a “Goodbye!” over her shoulder.

Smiling, she quickly drove home and quickly went to talk to Toni. She knocked on her door and heard Toni’s voice from within.

“Come in,” she called softly.

Alex peeked in, definitely not wanting to interrupt her sister masturbating again or fucking her boyfriend. She was alone though and Alex shut and locked the door behind her.

“How was the Nerd Herd?” Toni asked.

“Good,” Alex said. She knew that her sister didn’t mean anything by the nickname. The fellas were nerds, it was no secret. “I did a little experiment while I was there, and I wanted to share what I learned.”

Toni turned over from her physics homework and looked at her. “Experiment?”

Alex nodded. “Well, I figured they were safe enough to test my theory on, since they are just my friends.”

Toni looked at her quizzically. “Did you have sex with them?”ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .

“Toni! What the fuck, no!” Alex protested.

“Okay!” she said, “Sorry, that’s just what you made it sound like!”

Rolling her eyes she shook her head. “No, I didn’t fuck them. I just let them grab my boobs you slut.”

Toni rolled her eyes. “I thought we discussed this you goon. You aren’t supposed to let them.”

“That’s just it though!” Alex said. “I should have noticed them groping me before now. Why didn’t I?”

“Because you’re a naive little goofball,” Toni answered.

“No, I think I subconsciously noticed and didn’t do anything because I secretly liked it!”

Toni rolled her eyes. “So you went over to your friend’s house, played video games and let them play with your tits, and now you’re convinced that you secretly liked the inappropriate grope-filled hugs that they, the boys at school, and… oh yeah… YOUR TEACHERS… were giving you?”

Alex scrunched up her face. “That sounds stupid.”

“That’s because it is stupid,” Toni said. “You didn’t notice because you’ve never had sex. You haven’t done anything remotely kinky besides masturbate once… in our closet.”

Alex frowned. “I never said I’d never masturbated. I just said that I didn’t do it all the time.”

“Whatever,” Toni said. “Sweetie, if you like when the boys touch you during your “hugs,” that’s fine. Let them keep doing it. You don’t have to rationalize why you never noticed. Boys can be sneaky like that, and you not noticing when it first happened just spurred them on more. It’s no wonder it took your twin telling you for you to notice.”

Alex felt stupid.

“Don’t be that way,” Toni said, almost reading her mind. “I don’t think you’re dumb. You just have to be okay with letting yourself have sexual experiences and fun. But just remember that it’s your body, and no one, except me, has any right to make you do anything you don’t want to do.”

She smirked at the obvious joke, but nodded in response.

“I’m going to go do my homework,” she said, standing.

Toni nodded. “I love you all week,” she called, causing Alex to smile.

“And twice on Sunday,” she answered, closing the door behind her. She headed to her room to finish her homework.

*****

Samantha

She knew that Dan… Pastor Dan, she corrected herself, would be in his office after Sunday evening worship. She also knew that she still needed to talk to him, and rectify the situation. She really hadn’t meant it!

Hopping out of her older model car, she went inside and headed directly to his office. He looked up and smiled awkwardly at her when she came in.

“Can we talk?” she asked.

“Sam, honestly,” he whispered, “It was my fault.”

“Pastor Dan, please, you don’t understand. I’d do anything to help you. I just didn’t mean to lead you on like that!” she said, coming around to kneel at his feet. “Can you forgive me?”

He sighed. “Sam, it’s really not your fault. I kissed you, don’t you see that?”

“I’m the one that held the look for that long, and gave you the signal that it was okay,” she said. “I just felt so sorry for you about your wife, I wanted to make you feel better. I’m so sorry if I crossed a line!”

He smiled and brushed a stray hair from her face.

“I know, I just… you’re so beautiful, and you seem to know me so well,” he confessed.

She blushed. “Pastor Dan,” she began, shaking her head.

“Please, you can call me Dan,” he said.

“Dan,” she said, smiling. “You’re wife doesn’t know what a lucky woman she is. I’m sure that God has a plan for you.”

He nodded. “I just feel like I’m losing touch with God, you know?”

She nodded. “Have you prayed?”

He smiled and nodded that he had, but his face fell then, tears slowly coming to his face.

“I’m just so heartbroken,” he said, covering his eyes.

She felt herself tear up then, always having been a sympathetic crier. “Oh, Pastor Dan, what can I do to help? Please don’t cry!”

He sighed and looked at her. Leaning forwards, he quickly kissed her again catching her off guard and causing her to fall back.

“Pastor Dan!” she said, backing up. “What are you doing?” She backed up against the wall and looked at him wide-eyed.

“I thought you said you wanted to help?” he asked, coming forwards and reaching for her. He placed one hand on one of her modest breasts and squeezed, pushing his lips to hers.

She pushed him gently back, not wanting to hurt his feelings. “Dan,” she said, shaking her head. “I can’t…” she began.

He turned, sliding back into his chair and hanging his head. “I just… I just wanted to feel needed again. Desired. It’s been so fucking long…” he cried.

She covered her mouth briefly. She’d never heard him swear. She felt her heart breaking for him and quickly moved to his desk. Lifting his face, she leaned down and kissed him again. He looked at her, surprised.

“I… I… can’t go all the way with you, Pastor Dan,” she said nervously. “But I don’t think God will mind me kissing you a little bit. If you think it will make you feel better.”

He smiled and wiped his eyes. “Are you sure? I don’t want to pressure you in to something you don’t want to do.”

She nodded. “Pastor Dan, I would do anything for you if I could.”

He smiled and nodded at her. “Would you sit on my knee and kiss me?” he asked.

She returned his smile. “Of course I will,” she replied, nervously.

She quickly slid down to his lap and felt his hand on the small of her back. His lips were warm on hers, and she started to forget where she was. She shook the warm fuzzy feelings aside and admonished herself quietly. This was for his benefit, not hers! His other hand surprised her at that moment by sliding up her blouse and cupping one of her breasts, again. She whimpered softly and thought briefly about pushing away, but his kisses became more hurried and fiercer, and she knew that she was making him feel very needed. She decided it was okay and leaned in to kiss him.

It wasn’t like she hadn’t kissed a boy before. She’d never let one touch her breasts before, but this was Pastor Dan, and he was in pain. He needed comforting, and she figured that it was the least she could do.