Sold to my crush

Lily’s POV

My eyes met with Chase’s one more time and the twinkle of excitement in his eyes made me feel sicker. All I felt like doing then was clawing those eyes out but I couldn’t if I was having problems breathing.

Alex held me tightly as he walked briskly out of the warehouse like I weighed nothing.

I heard the screams of Chase as we got out of the warehouse. That sound brought me a bit a peace. It was a bit fulfilling to know that just maybe he was a feeling a bit of the pain that I was feeling, even though his is only physical, in comparison to mine that was both physical, emotionally and all round.

I buried my face into Alex’s chest as he carried me into the car. He placed me in the passenger seat and buckled me up before turning around to get behind the wheel.

He ignited the engine and took off. The entire ride was very Quiet and Alex kept stealing glances at me and he looked like he was contemplating whether to speak to me or not.

Along the ride I realized that the pain in my chest had resided. I wasn’t feeling anything anymore. I wasn’t sad. I wasn’t angry. I didn’t feel like stabbing Chase a hundred times in his eyes. I no longer felt the hate that was beginning to blossom for my mother. I no longer felt confused about the situation. I felt nothing. I was just numb.

Usually whenever Alex repeatedly steals glances at me I would get uncomfortable and nervous but right now I just sat still, in the same position he kept me as I stared into nothingness.

I was no longer wondering why my life turned out this way. I was no longer thinking of different things that could have happened instead of this. I no longer wished to remain in oblivion. My brain had stopped processing everything and now it was just quiet.

At that point I couldn’t care less about anything. I didn’t even realize how long we had been driving and where we were headed until the car came to a stop with a thud, allowing me to observe my surrounding.

We were literally in the middle of nowhere. The place looked deserted and there a hill upfront. It was pretty lonely and quiet and I couldn’t help but compare it to what I was feeling inside. But above all it felt calm and that was enough of me.

I turned to look at Alex who I had been feeling his gaze on me for a while. He looked gloomy and uncomfortable, like he did not know how to act around me. His eyes looked upon me with some sort of pity and worry and it made me feel sick. I hated that look. I would rather have someone look at me with pure disgust and in a detested manner than that look of pity.

It made me feel more weaker than I thought of myself. It made it more prominent that everyone saw me that way and now I felt disgusted with myself that Alex saw me as a weak person.

I turned away from him but his cold strong hands grabbed my chin softly and pulled me towards him again. His both hands held my cheeks softly as his enchanting grey eyes bored into mine.

Fuck he was so beautiful. It was becoming ridiculous.

I tried to turn away from him again but he held me still. “Look at me princess.” I gulped nervously and stayed still as I watched his eyes run all over my face. “Are you okay?”. He asked in barely a whisper.

Those three words were enough for me to break down. There was always something about that question that tears me apart especially when I’m vulnerable and fragile.

Streams of tears came pouring down from my eyes uncontrollably. I screamed and wailed as I let it all out. All the burden and frustration i had been carrying inside of me, I screamed and cried them out.

I needed it and I was glad that Alex didn’t try to calm me down or try to stop me. He simply let me wash it all away.

He let me have my moment for a while before he pulled me over to him so I was straddling him in the car. He pulled me into a compressing hug and rubbed my back up and down.

My tears and screaming had died down a bit but we stayed like that for a while. It was exactly what I needed then. I felt comforted. I felt cared for and loved. I felt seen and my sorrows justified. For once I did not feel like I was stupid for crying.

I felt like I could conquer everything now that I had cried. I was ready to face everything head on and find answers to all of my wandering questions.

I pulled away from Alex a bit to wipe my face with my sleeves but my movement was halted by Alex. He held my hands to stop me and used his other hand to produce a soft cloth which he used to wipe my face gently.

I was no longer in my Lily’s world and so I suddenly felt conscious of my face. I knew that I was an ugly crier and I internally cringed as I remembered how I shamelessly bawled my eyes in front of him.

I tried to imagine how I looked right now and the image that flashed before my eyes made me want to jump off a moving horse and scrape my knee on a rough pavement.

I’m sure my eyes were red and puffy, my face red and swollen, my nose running and my hair a freaking bird nest. What an astonishing way to be before my very hot husband.

I tried to adjust myself by pulling away from him so I could be in the passenger seat but his hands halted my movement. “Where do you think you’re going?”. He asked in an alluring deep voice with his strong hands on my waist, keeping me in place.

“There.” I stuttered out nervously as i pointed over to the passenger seat.

“Hmm”. He drew nearer to me and hummed on my neck, the vibration sent a chill down my spine. “Why princess?”. His lips moved on my neck and the hot air from him in contrast to the now chilly air outside made all the hairs on my neck to stand in salutation.

“I…, I wanted to.., uhm”. I struggled to form a complete sentence and eventually quite trying as i felt Alex’s tongue swipe over my sweet spot.

“Talk to me baby girl. Do you not want daddy?”. He did not give me any chance to respond, not like I could even fathom a reasonable response but whatever. He teeth dung into my skin abruptly and a loud moan left my lips.

“Alex”. I moaned again as his pace increased and it felt like he was about to eat up my whole neck but I loved it regardless.

“Yes baby girl. Do you still want to leave”. He pulled away from me and asked again.

I looked around nervously and whispered a small “No”.

As soon as I said that, Alex who had been staring at my lips the whole time, attacked them immediately.

He kissed me with so much fevor while his hands fondled with my ass.

My hands were already in his hair as I wasted no time in opening my mouth to give him access to explore it.

He sucked on my tongue so sensually and if he had asked me at that point to lay down my life for him, I would have. I had it bad for this man.

I didn’t realize when I had started grinding on Alex in an attempt to get more friction cause he was driving me crazy.

“What do you want baby girl?”. He asked in a hoarse voice as one of his hands were already holding my boobs, squeezing and playing with my nipple. It was a mixture of pain and pleasure but fuck I loved it.

“I want you Daddy.” I whispered in between us like it was secret I wanted to tell to only him.

A smirk formed on his face and the bulge in his pants grew impossibly bigger.

I yelped the moment It poked me harder than ever and i attempted to jump off him but I guess daddy had other plans.

“Where do you think you’re going?”. He asked in a deep husk voice. His eyes were a darker shade of grey and the way he looked at me had me flooding my already drenched panties but I wouldn’t lie that i do not know that look.

He wanted me.

I wanted him too.

“Nowhere.” I answered quietly.

“Good because you’re going to take care of what you caused.” He responded while jerking up a bit so I could feel him.

A mixture of a yelp and moan left my mouth. I was a clown to deceive myself that I could ever resist him. I was scared of his size but the thrill of trying to imagine how good he would feel inside me, overrode my fear and drove me mad.

It made me feel so good that I could get him in this way. I felt like I won a lottery.

He attacked my lips again and continued kissing me with so much passion.

Alex should be given an award for the best multi tasker to ever exist on this planet cause boy was he good with his hands. I don’t mean in that way but of course you know how well my man can get things done. 🙁

His lips never left mine but somehow he managed to remove my trousers and also unbuckled his belt and freed his huge cock. My mouth immediately watered at the sight of it. I needed to taste him.

However that though was cut off as his hands came in contact with my bare ass. Aloud moan left the both of us.

He pulled away from me slowly and I whined in protest. He chuckled and rubbed my cheeks softly while staring at me in adoration.

My heart fluttered and flipped a hundred times. I was madly in love with this man.

I looked down at his lips that were glistening and they looked red and swollen. My insides swelled with pride that I got them looking like that. I couldn’t get enough of his perfectly sculpted this man was.

He eyes watched me too as we both tried to catch our breath.

Every make out session with him was a marathon.

His lips covered my nipples and sucked on them gently while his hands that were inside me moved at a contrast. His lips were on my nipple while his sexy fingers were inside me, pumping in and out. I could stay like this forever.

“Ride me princess”. He said with a growl in his voice while looking directly into my eyes and I swear I almost cum when I saw the lust in his eyes.

“I can’t, I d.., don’t know how to.” I responded shyly.

“No need to be shy princess.” He pulled my hair away from my face. “You can and you will. Don’t be a tease baby. I’ve been dying to feel that tight pussy choking my cock.”

“But I ..” I was too embarrassed to even explain to him. I had never done this before. What If I mess it up.

“Don’t over think baby girl.” He held my cheeks and rubbed them softly. “Do you not want to feel my cock”. He asked with raised brows.Content protected by Nôv/el(D)rama.Org.

“Yes I do.” I breathed out.

“So Ride my cock Princess. That’s an order.” His deep low voice sent a shiver into my spine and my vagina responded to him. I was all his. My need to feel him multiplied. Gone were the thoughts of not knowing what to do.

I grabbed his hard dick and positioned it at my entrance. This earned a low grunt from Alex which was enough for me to know that I wasn’t entirely messing this up.

His hands grabbed my ass and guided me to slide down his dick.

We both moaned at the sensation. This has to be my favorite cause I felt so full and it felt like he was deep into my lungs.

He guided me to move up and down on his very hard dick and soon enough I took full control.

I placed my hands on his broad chest and just moved however brought me most pleasure and judging from the grunts that left Alex, he was enjoying this just as much.

“Fuck you’re driving me crazy princess.” He cursed as his continued sucking my nipples.

The feeling was sensational and it was even more captivating as I realized that Alex let me take control of him, just this once. He was completely at my mercy but I showed no compassion as I rode him into oblivion.

I was lost in my own world when I made the biggest mistake ever. I looked down to where we were joined as I moved up and down. I watched as my pussy consumed his huge cock and it fucked with my brain. I knew i was done.

I continued fucking him faster as I chased my orgasm. At that point I thought I had better not until Alex jerked up harshly to meet my pace. I squealed in pleasure as I felt him hit straight into my womb. I promise I was not exaggerating.

“Only”. One stroke. “me”. Another stroke. “can”. Another stroke. “make” another stroke. “you” another stroke. “cum”. Another stroke.

“Yes daddy”. I responded through raggered breath. I was humbled.

“Good girl.” He praised as he guided me up and without warning he slammed into me.

My vagina felt like it was about to tear into pieces but I did not care. I wanted him badly.

All I could do was to succumb to the him and his pleasure as I allow him to get control of me.

I screamed each time he hit my sweet spot and he never missed. I love it over here.