SAGE

Chapter 19

Sage Miller

At that moment I was sure as hell that I was gonna devour her and she knew it. The heavens knew it.

The chipping birds outside knew it. The universe knew it.

I pushed her with a little force against the door. She whimpered and moan in my mouth.

My hands travelled down her body and stopped on her lower back.

I yanked her to me. Her chest crushed into mine with an oomph. Our souls are the same, the words

rang in my head. She said those words to me.

I wanted to tell her that she was right, our souls are the same because at that moment we were one.

Only the both of us existed. The world didn't matter as we were one living organism moving in sync.

I felt her shiver under my touch. My insides swell with pride.

"Does he make you feel like this?" I said as I kissed her neck.

I knew which buttons to push for her to come undone under my touch, to make her surrender to me.

"Does he touch you like I do?" I started kissing her jaw. She moaned my name.

I felt like she just gave me an all pass.

We might not love each other but our chemistry is undeniable. Our sexual chemistry is undeniable.

"I.. Sage.. s." She stuttered.

"What Smurf? Tell Me." I taunted her purring my words.

With both my hands off her body. I pulled down both the straps of vest thingy down her shoulders.

One hand went to her back and undid her bra clamps.

Her tits sprang out as the bra fell and she gasped.

"Perfect." I whispered into her ear.

"I can't do it." She started to protest but her actions were saying something completely different.

"Can't do what Smurf?" I said cupping her tits and massaging them.

"I can't do this. Please stop." She purred.

"You don't want that." I told her sucking her tits and her gasp confirmed what I just told her. She didn't

wanna stop. She wanted me as much as I wanted her.

"I do." Her breaths were coming in shorts again.

"Then tell me to stop." I said to her and to weaken her, I cupped her pussy and applied pressure just a

little.

She gasped once again.

"Stop." But she moaned the name.

"Mean it." I said firmly to her.

"Stop." She said again but this was weaker.

"Mean it and I'll stop." I urged her. "Push me off."

I told her more harshly but she didn't. She didn't push me off or stop me.

I took my hand off her and momentarily stopped kissed her.

She whimpered and moaned and just like that I won the great battle of Britain.

I started kissing again and this time I didn't stop at her tits.

I got down on my knees and pulled her thong down with me.

I pushed her to lean against the door. I brought her feet up and rested it on my shoulder.

This position reminded me of the first time we fucked. At her house in her bedroom.

I ran a finger around her clit then through it. She wobbled a little and I put my hands on her thighs to

steady her.

"Always ready for me." She was so wet.

I brought my tongue to her pussy and let my breath fan her and torture her.

"Sage." She whined. "Stop teasing."

I chuckled and licked her. She moaned and grabbed my head.

I inserted a finger and she moaned louder than before.

"Oh Sage." She called out. That only encouraged me to go faster. Lick faster. Add another finger.

Soon I felt her walls clench around my fingers. It's excited me that she was close.

I went faster until I heard her cries of pressure but I didn't stop there. I kept on thrusting my finger until

she came twice.

She bend over and rested her head on mine.

I got up and carried her to my bed. My bed. Not anyone else's but mine.

She might love him but her body belongs to me. He can have her love but her body and soul will

always be mine.

"Now let me take care of you." She said but I was impatient.

I wanted to be inside of her.

"Next time Smurf." I told her reaching for the bedside drawer and took out a condom.

I stood up and undressed myself. I rolled the condom on cock.

I saw her frown but she didn't say anything. She looked away hurt flashed in her eyes but it was only

for a moment.

I could see her wheels turning inside her pretty head.

I knew why though. I never fucked her with a condom. Ever.

"On your stomach, ass up." I ordered and in a flash she did just that.

I climbed on the bed and positioned myself.

I spanked her a little and she yelped and giggled.

Once again I tested the water before going in. I ran my hand over her clit and she was still dripping wet.

That satisfied me in way I couldn't explain or describe. It was pure ecasty.

"That's my girl. Always ready for me." She giggled.

But her giggled turned to gasps as I pushed inside her.

Her finger clawed the sheets as I thrusted with force.

"Only I can make you this wet." I told her thrusting. "Only I can fucked you like this."

Her moans and my dirty words filled the room.

"Say you're mine." I ordered her. "Say you're only mine."

"Sage." She moaned.

"Say it" I thrusted harder with more speed.

"I'm yours." She cried out.

"Only mine." I added.

"Only yours." She said barely audible.

She was breathing hard amd so was I.

Her walls started clenching again but I wasn't ready to end this ecasty.

"Don't cum." I told her and she whimpered but listened.

I thrusted into her chasing my own high. I wanted us to reach our climax together.

I was getting close with each thrush.

"Now." I told her and we both climaxed together.

I collapsed on top of her and I felt content with myself. Even though I used a condom. It was heaven.

A couple of seconds later, I rolled off her and threw the condom somewhere in the room.

I'll throw it out later. I closed my eyes catching my breath.

My mind relaxed completely as the exhaustion of the past two days caught on to me.

I woke up later that day yet I was still tired.

I couldn't believe how tired I was despite the fact that I slept the whole day.

I entered the hideout. I wouldn't be here if I didn't have to be.

Styles told me that I'll be doing deliveries on my own tonight. I was confident enough that I could do it.

I spotted Sebastian right away on a sofa at the fair end. His blond head was unmistakable.

As I was closer to him I spotted a black eye on his face. It was raw and new.

I chuckled.

"Who do I have to thank for that?" I teased him pointing at his face.

He rolled his eyes.

"Your housemate." He deadpanned and my eyes widen with amusement.

"Connor did that?" I laughed. "It's not possible."

"That little shit has grown stronger I tell you. He can throw a nasty hook." I laughed even harder

because I couldn't believe Connor did that. I couldn't see It, I simply couldn't picture it.

"You sure it was him?" I laughed at him.

"You think I'd let anyone just swing at me?" He a valid point there.

Sebastian Wilder is a monster. A monster I say.

And to him that's a compliment. He thrived on people's fear.

"Where did you see him anyway?" I asked him.

When I woke up later today Connor was gone.

"At your house while you were fucking." He told him and I laughed.

"Yeah I was." I was smug about it.

"Man I bought those stupid gummy bears and when I got there he took it without a word and punched

then left me standing there."

"What? He closed the door on your face?" I laughed harder.

"No he left the house with me standing there." He told me and I laughed even more.

"That was savage."

"Tell me about it. When did that little shit grow balls?" He frowned.

"I think it's his boss or something. You should hear him talking about him. He despise the dude and the

boss is a asshole. That's what he tells me anyway." I narrate to him.

We talked for sometime until Seb nudged me.

"What?" I asked him.

"I think he's calling you." He nodded at the entrance.

I looked at where he was nodding at and saw Styles walking in. He went straight to his office.

I subconsciously stood up.

"I'm gonna go." I told Sebastian. I saw hate and envious in the eyes on every member since their eyes

are on me.

I looked at Sebastian and I was relieved the was no hate or envy like his eyes used to hold.

"Sure man. I'll see you later yeah." He agreed.

"Sure." And I left. I knocked on Styles' office like I usually do.

I heard his come in then I opened the door and walked in.

"I see you made up." He said in greeting. I rolled my eyes.

"Hello to you too and yes we made up. Did you think we'd fight forever?" I asked.

"Well yeah. Now where will I find entertainment?" He coolly said.

"Hard luck Styles. You'll just have to find it somewhere else." I told him and took a seat.

He was making routes again and I knew a shipment was about to arrive.

Styles seemed to be always making routes or plans always.

I remember him saying something like 'I don't just run this gang. I assist with running the whole cartel

and the gangs up north in New York. This is big and I have to over see almost every operation.

Basically I make things run smooth.'

"Where you always helping to run the cartel?" I asked.

"Not always but I eventually started helping with smaller operation then I become the eyes of

everything." He told me and I hummed.

I watched him work then eventually stood up and made my way to him.

I always liked how he easily answered any question I had about his work. It showed me how he trusted

me.

After some time at the hideout I headed out. I was meeting Eve at Wren's. She called me earlier to

come by tonight or tomorrow and since I finished making deliveries. I decided I'd pop by.

I figured she wanted to talk about us having a Grandma all of a sudden. I'll go with whatever she wants.

As per usual I parked on the driveway and made my way inside the house.

I ringed the doorbell and waited. Seconds later Susan opened the door for me.

"Young Master." She greeted me. I chuckled.

"Hello Susan and it's Sage. You make me feel old." I told her and fighting the edge to cringed. Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDrâ/ma.O(r)g!

The thought of getting old is one I can't bare but I don't have to worry because I won't live past twenty.

"It's a habit I can't stop." She laughed a little.

"I get it. I also have a few." I whispered learning to her like I was telling her secret.

"Don't worry, I won't tell anyone if you don't tell them mine." She humored me.

"Gotcha." I winked and she laughed. "So where can I find the young miss."

I said to her emphasizing the words 'young miss'. She laughed throwing her head back.

"You're too much." She told me. "But she's in her room. You know the way."

"It was nice speaking to you Susan." I told her already heading for the stairs.

"You too Sage." She said disappearing into the kitchen.

I knocked on her door and waited for her to tell me to come in.

I found her lying on her stomach on her bed drawing.

It relieved me to see her drawing again. I haven't seen her draw in a long time.

I took out the chocolate I got her from my pocket.

"Sage." She beamed standing on her bed. "I missed you."

I chuckled at her childish behavior. It reminded me that she never got to be childish enough. So did I.

It's sad actually.

"You saw me yesterday." I told her chuckling.

"I know." She frowned fiddling with her fingers. A nervous habit of hers.

"Don't worry about it." I told her because I knew she was beating herself about what she said at the

mall.

She gave me a small smile.

And I knew even when I just assured her she's still beating herself up.

"Look what I got you." I tried distracting her. I gave her the chocolate.

"Thank you." She beamed. "You just wanna get me fat."

"You need some fat in those bones of yours." I teased.

"Are you trying to say I'm skinny." She tried to be serious but I could her the humour in her voice.

"Of course not."

"Sure." She rolled her eyes.

"So you're drawing again." I stated pointing at her scrapbook. "Can I see."

"No." She took her scrapbook and pulled it to her chest proactively and bit the chocolate. "This is

chocolate is amazing where did you get it."

She moaned and I rolled my eyes.

"Nice try. I know what you're trying to do." I told her.

"Is it working?" She countered.

"No. I've known you for sixteen years." I pointed out. "Let me see your drawings. You know how much I

love your drawings."

"I'll draw you yours. Anything you want." That made me want to see it even more.

"I want to see those." I told her.

"No. These are personal, very personal. And private." She explained clutching the scrapbook even

harder.

"Fine but you gotta draw me something." I told her.

"Fine but not now." She said rolling her eyes again.

"I love the bonding session all but you called me here to talk about somet-." She cut me off.

"So impatience. I'm trying to collect me thoughts her." She said. "Wren said she talked to you."

"Yeah she did last night." I told her.

"Yeah I wanted to discuss that with you." She said.

"I'll go with whatever you want. Just tell me what you want." I told her calmly.

"But what do you think about it?" She asked.

"Nothing. We have an uncle and a grandma and Aunt Lauren was our real Aunt."

She tried so hard not to flinched when I said Aunt Lauren's name that I think she didn't even notice how

much she flinched.

"Yeah but you're not helping." She whined.

"Like I said I'll go with whatever you choose to do." I told her again.

"What do you want?" She asked but I was getting a little irritated with the interrogation.

"I want what you want." I said.

"I hear you but I want to know what do you really want? What makes you happy?"

"I'm happy when you're happy." I told her.

I never really thought about what I want. My mission was always to make her happy. If she's happy I'm

happy. It's just that simple.

"I wanted us to do what you're happy with. I wanted to go with what you'll choose. You're wise and

good. You know what's good and I don't know what to choose or do." She admitted.

"I don't want what I choose to make you unhappy. I don't wanna disappoint you. Ever. I'm happy when

you're happy." I admitted out loud for the first time.

She crawled until she was next to me. She held my hands in hers and my shoulders slumped and my

head fell.

"I will never be disappointed in you. You're my brother. My perfect brother." But I'm not perfect."I don't

wanna disappoint you with the decision I'll take. Your happiness is my happiness too. It's a two way

street."

"And this is a big decision for the both of us. I want your opinion. I don't wanna make a decision that in

the long run you'll resent me for it."

She continued talking and I lifted my head.

"Oh Eve, I'd never resent you. Or be disappointed for that matter. You're everything to me." I coaxed

her.

"You're everything to me too. You're my world." She said and rested her head on my shoulder.

"I know." I whispered.

"What are we gonna do?" She asked me. "On one hand I wanna meet them but-"

"But what?" I asked.

"I'm afraid Sage." She admitted.

"Afraid of what?" I was on full alert.

"Afraid that they won't like me."

"You silly girl. No one can ever dislike you. And if she doesn't like I'll stick my foot in a place it's not

suppose to be then we'll run back. I don't want you living with what ifs. I know you won't be satisfied

until you've tried." I explained to her.

"I know you're right. I'll talk to Wren about it then I'll tell you when we're leaving. " She rambled. "You'll

also need a passport. I got mine at the beginning of summer so I'm good."

"That sounds easy." I said to her.

I stayed for a while with her talking about nothing and everything.

I left after that. I reached the last step and I was attacked by giggling boys.

Alex and Ben.

"Sage." I cried out in excitement. I chuckled dodging them.

"When did you two come back?" I asked them.

Last I heard they were in Canada visiting their father and grandparents.

"Just now." Alex replied. Ben looked a little like Wren. The hair color and eyes with one dimple instead

of two like her sister.

While Alex is more like Zac. His dirty blonde hair, brown eyes. Even the features are striking but unlike

Zac, Alex has two dimples unlike his sister.

"We wanna play before you leave." The practically ordered.

"I heard mom saying you and Evernly will go to Canada." Ben said. "Can we go with you?"

"You should ask Wren first and if she say yes we'll go." I told him.

My phone vibrated in my pocket, I took out and groaned when I saw the caller id. I should've blocked

Kate a long time ago. I don't even know how she got my number because I never gave it to her.

I rejected the call then put the phone back in my pocket.