Chapter 253 The Agony of David’s Last Words
After Davids funeral, Ava seemed to be a different person, and was depressed all day.
Noah doesn’t even go to the office every day to watch over the mother and daughter, but only to watch Ava lose weight day by day.
But inexplicably, he always felt as if Ava was worried about losing something since Davids death. He often looks at Nina and bursts into tears.
Yes, Ava is indeed worried about the family and happiness she is about to lose.
Nina loves Noah so much, and now she knows he is her father, so if she leaves him, she will never be happy.
And all of this one is powerless to stop it, only to let these things that hurt her happen.
She knows that she wants to be with Noah so that she can be happy, but she can’t give her a happy home.
Because of my father’s last words, I must keep them myself to fulfill his last wish.
Otherwise, she would fall under condemnation for the rest of her life.
Knowing full well what is about to happen, also know, those things, will hurt the two people they love most in the world, but they are powerless to do anything for them, can only watch the things that hurt them happen.
In order not to this good, they may have to add a knife to their wounds.
Think about yourself and feel cruel, the heart is like being cold ice knife a knife lynching, there is cold and pain.
There is nothing, than knowing that your loved one is going to be hurt, you know, but everything you are not only powerless to change. It’s heartbreaking to know that your loved one is going to be hurt, but you have to add a knife to it.
Just thinking about it, she felt that her heart was like a twinge and she couldn’t breathe.
Looking at her daughter, Ava was not only worried about her, but also in tears.
“Mom, what’s wrong with you these days? Either in tears or in a daze, and often not eating?”
Ava was so worried that Nina, who understands the situation, understood what was wrong with her mother, even if she was sad about her grandfather’s death, she didn’t have to be like this for so many days.
She was sad about her grandfather’s death, but she listened to her father, was a good girl, and ate and slept on time every day.
“Mom, you can not go on like this, I all know that if they do not eat well, do not rest well, sick, will let love me like life mom and dad worry, I can not let my love mom and dad worry about me, so have a very good meal, but mom is obviously an adult, she does not know that she is like this, will let themselves worry about it, dad will also worry about it…”
Listening to Nina, Ava couldn’t help but feel slightly moved. Ava barely managed to squeeze out a smile and said to her daughter.
” Nina be good, mommy is fine.”
She wanted to say that she would be fine and to tell her not to worry.
But seeing yourself looking at your daughter with a worried face, not only bitterness in your heart.
So helpless, so powerless…
What can you do? To minimize the damage?
She didn’t want her well-behaved daughter, who had only just received her father’s love, to lose it again.
More than that, I don’t want to deprive her of the love she has for her own father.
She knew that Nina had always thought how much she wanted her own father, and although she knew better than to say anything, she knew how much she wanted her own father to be her support.
She wants a happy family with a father and mother.
And all of this, obviously can be achieved, obviously happy and happy in front of this, but all of a sudden, because of their own, everything has become like a mirage, out of reach and false.
“Mom, are you still sad at Grandpa?” Nina looked at Ava’s heartbroken face and asked in a childish voice.
“Yes, mommy can’t let go of your grandpa.” Not knowing how to answer Nina’s words, Ava had to go along with her.
Not only is it hard to let go, more self-condemnation, their own day and night in the dream, can hear Davids dying words “marry Cooper…”
If David were still alive, she might not have had to suffer so much.
As long as she talks to David, Nina will have a happy home too. She has a loving father and mother.
However, God is always cruel and refuses to give her even the last chance.
Although, she knew that if she married Cooper, Cooper would become Nina’s father, but Nina would not be happy either.
Nina has always disliked Cooper as her father. In the past, when she didn’t know her real father, she didn’t want Cooper to be her father and opposed to being with Cooper, but wanted to be with Noah, whom she liked.
Now she knows that her real father is her favorite Noah, and that Noah is so good to her, like a princess who wants to hold her in her hands and love her. She will only be more unable to let go of Noah and cannot leave him.
that’s why it was always hoped that she would marry Noah, so that their family could live together.
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Noah would have hated himself too, he loved and liked Nina so much.
If she accepts Cooper again, he would hate to kill himself!
Just imagining the hateful eyes of their father and daughter, Ava felt like she was suffocating, her heart was heavy, as if she was being weighed down by a thousand pounds.
Nina looked at her mothers dull and sad appearance and worried.
After comforting Ava a few more times, she left the room, but was still worried. When she returned to her room, she couldn’t help but call Noah to tell ask for help, hoping that Noah would come back to stay with Ava.
Mom loved Dad so much, she must have wanted him by her side.
Dad is so good, he will be able to make mom better.
In Nina’s heart, Noah is a god-like being, her strongest support.
Noah had just arrived at work when he received a call from his daughter.
After spending a lot of time with the mother and daughter, he only resumed work from yesterday and was busy almost the whole night without sleep.
But he was already worried about Ava. he heard Nina talking about Ava’s situation. He knew it was serious and was so worried about Ava that he didn’t arrive at the office, called his secretary, explained a few things and returned to Kim’s house.
He gradually began to think that something must have happened to Ava that he didn’t know about to make her like this.
He always felt that Ava was hiding something from him.
But in the past few days, Ava has not seen anyone except for the guests who came to offer condolences, so did someone say something to her to make her like this.
But there is no way ah, those guests are only Davids company partners and company employees ah, they are not likely to say anything unpleasant.
If it didn’t happen in the last few days, then it happened the day David died.
When I arrived at the hospital that day, David had already passed away and Cooper had completed all the paperwork. But seeing how sad Ava was, I just thought she was sad about Davids death.
Now that I think about it, something else may have happened that day that he didn’t know about.
Could it be that Cooper said or did something to her that reminded her of the sadness of being together again?
He never wanted Ava to get in touch with Cooper again because he knew what kind of person Cooper was and that Ava and he would be easily swayed by his rhetoric!
Cooper has been trying to get Ava to leave his side, which is why Noah has been defending him. Just later, he also asked Ava what else happened that day, but she has not said, after asking twice, he could not bear to mention her sad things again and again, so he did not ask again.
Twenty minutes later.
Noah’s car drove back to Kim’s house.
When I got back to Kim’s house, I went straight to Ava’s room.
But I didn’t expect to see Nina grabbing Ava’s clothes and calling her softly, but she didn’t respond and was thinking about what…
He was shaken, Ava was scaring him, it was like she had given up on life!
“Nina?” Noah couldn’t help but whisper to Nina as he watched the strange atmosphere between mother and daughter.
Nina, who hadn’t succeeded in rousing Ava, turned around and saw her, and couldn’t help but lunge at him immediately.
“Daddy, is Mommy going to be okay?” Nina looked up at Noah, a delicate baby face, full of worry asked.
“Don’t worry, Daddy won’t let anything happen to Mommy.” Noah walked over and planted a kiss on Nina’s forehead and patted her head.
He would not let anything happen to Ava, he had only gotten her again after so long, how could he lose her again?
Whatever made Ava this way, she will find a way to pull her out of her closed world.
No absolutely not allow Ava to leave herself in such a way after accepting herself.
Whatever Coopers trickery, he will not give up on Ava unless she has not forgiven him.
But now that she’s forgiven herself, it’s even more unlikely that he’ll give up!
” Ava, what’s wrong with you?” Noah let go of Nina and walked towards Ava who was sitting on the couch, dazed.
Not waiting for Ava to react, he already dominantly took Ava in his arms and looked at her with a worried question.
Ava only slowly returned to face him, a face but no reaction.
“Ava, you’re making Nina very worried, can you say something?” Noah stroked Ava’s face, “It’s okay if you don’t want to talk, just smile and let me know you’re okay, okay?”
Ava heard him say this, she was trying to laugh, but she just couldn’t. It was as if she had lost the ability to laugh…
“Mom, smile at Nina, Nina will be good from now on, I won’t make you angry anymore, I’ll do whatever you say…” Nina said and her eyes got red, I could see she was very worried about Nina. “Just snap out of it, okay, mom?”
” Ava, Nina is crying like this, do you want her to be sad like this?”
Noah reached out to hold the crying Nina in his lap and sat down, one hand held Ava in his arms, the three of them sitting together in this intimate, not happy and happy smile, only worry and sadness.
Even little Nina is full of worries.
What if mom is not good all the time and stays that way.
She thought that when her dad came back and stayed with her mom, she would be happy, but she didn’t expect her dad to come back, but her mom was still the same, not eating or drinking, staring alone, ignoring herself and ignoring her dad.
Ava stared blankly at Nina and just didn’t say anything or smile.
Of course she couldn’t let Nina be like this, worrying about herself and grieving for herself. It’s all her fault.
She, really, is not a qualified and good mother.
When she was born, she did not give her a complete home herself.
She wants Noah to be her father, but she keeps saying no, and keeps thinking she is childish and ignoring her words.
And now because of themselves, so easy to get a happy home, there is again lost.
What qualifications does one have in being her mother, she has been breaking faith with her.
Obviously promised her to give her a have a father, have a father, their family happy and happy life together, but they have not been able to do the promise to her.
It was so easy to have the hope of realization, but when she was given hope, it was destroyed for a short time.
In that case, it would have been better to have given her nothing at all, so that not having gotten it, one would have been holding on to hope.
How cruel it is to let her enjoy her happiness and then destroy it after this now.