Xo Novel
Chapter 33
Chapter 33
AMIERA
I’m still not sure about meeting Adam today, but I’ve made up my mind about doing everything I can to create fire in my life finally. I didn’t want to be weak anymore; I was tired of people laughing at me and making me feel less of myself. I wanted to show them that I was powerful, that I was worthy of the title of a flaming whisperer. They needed to see that I was a fighter. If it’s anything, I at least want to be remembered as the woman who never gave up. I’ll keep fighting until the day I get to where I want to be.
I take a deep breath and hesitate in front of the door; flashbacks from the day before hit me where it hurt the most. I was scared that I would open the door and see Adam kissing Lizzie again. Even though he said that it would never happen again, I’m not sure I believe that.
After some heavy persuasion in my mind, I finally opened the door. Adam is waiting a few feet away, he looks a bit nervous, and it’s the first time I’ve ever seen him look that way before. Property © of NôvelDrama.Org.
Now it was important that I kept my composure throughout our entire training session. I needed to do what was the best for me, and that was to take things slow until I trusted Adam completely.
ADAM
The moment that Amiera walks in, I can sense the hesitation with each of her steps. (This novel will be daily updtaed at www.noveljar.com)I know that she doesn’t trust me now, and I’m reminded of how angry I am with Lizzie because
of it.
“Are you ready to resume training?” I ask her.
She nods her head and looks around the center as if she’s expecting to see Lizzie hiding around somewhere.
“I thought that we could go somewhere else, somewhere quiet, just the two of us. I’ll bring you back in time before your driver reaches to pick you up or before your siblings even realizes that you’re gone. You don’t have to worry about that.” I tell her before she can change her mind
on training today. It was an important day for the both of us, I needed to ensure that she didn’t
back out before we both experienced something amazing.
“Where exactly is this place?” She asks. There is skepticism in her eyes, and again I want
to curse at Lizzie.
“I know that you may not trust me, but please, just come with me. I think a different environment will help ease your troubles. I promise that after today, you will see some changes
She sighs, and after an internal battle, she finally agrees to come with me. She is still hesitant as we make our way out of the center. I make sure to avoid her siblings when I guide her to my jeep. Her cheeks turn red when I open the door for her, and I know that she remembers what happened here the last time. If I was being honest, I couldn’t get it out of my f*****g mind either. Her taste wouldn’t get out of my head. Even now, I want to spread her legs and get another taste of her honey. But I know that I must control myself; she wouldn’t let me; I can see it in her eyes. So instead, I need to gain her trust in other ways. That’s the reason why I’m taking her somewhere special. After today, hopefully, I can make her trust me again. She will see that I was not lying, at least about helping her reveal her powers.
Amiera didn’t know this, but the lake I was carrying her to today wasn’t just any lake. The water there was supposed to activate both her fire and awaken more power within me. But we needed to go there together, it wouldn’t happen if we went alone. I’ve gone there multiple times
on my own, and nothing notable has ever happened, no matter how hard I’ve tried.
The last training sessions were only to help strengthen our bond; this was the real deal; this would be the extra push she needed to help her release the fire buried within. It may not happen right away, but it would be her first step.
As she said before, the fire is scared of what would happen when it is released,(This novel will be daily updtaed at www.noveljar.com) and it may be referring to me. Again, Amiera does not know this. Even though the lake would release her power, it would only be to an extent; everything else, she would have to dig deep and do it on
her own.
Many things had her hesitating; she still did not trust her body enough. The moment she realized how powerful she was, she was unstoppable; that would be her time to shine the
most.
The more time I spent with Amiera, the more the emptiness in me began to disappear. wasn’t sure if it was her energy or her presence in my life. But I wasn’t ready to find that out
just yet. I was still figuring things out on my own. I don’t know where my heart truly lies; I know now that Amiera does like me, maybe even more; if she didn’t, she wouldn’t have reacted like
that to me kissing Lizzie.
But I’m not sure of my feelings towards her, I’m conflicted. She’s getting in the way of everything I’ve worked so hard for, and I’m not sure that I’m comfortable with that happening. I’ve worked too hard to throw it all away just because of her.
But I can’t do the things I need to do on my own, and at the same time, the bond that we
ass shortly. The more my body resists hurting her, the more I’ll give her the chance to do as
she pleases.
That was not my original plan. I was never supposed to care for her; the flaming whisperer was always supposed to be just a weapon to help me gain all the power I could get to become ruler of all the nations. I couldn’t do it without her. Just like she needed me to reveal her strength(This novel will be daily updtaed at www.noveljar.com), I needed her to take over the world.
I still desperately want that; I still want to be the king of all lands, but I’m not sure that I can do it as long as my feelings for Amiera get in the way. Whatever I felt for her, I needed to regain control over it before I ruined everything I’d worked hard for.