Xo Novel
His Poem
Mandy
I was alone in the room and immediately I rushed to open the piece of paper he gave to me.
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My kitten,
My love,
I’m glad I saw you smile.
I’m happy we had our moments.
I’m happy I held you and kissed you.
You’re just afraid to be happy.
You’re just scared to let me in.
Cause somehow you know that,
This could be phenomenal.
And you’re just too scared to let that happen.
You’re afraid to let yourself feel for me.
You’re scared that it might be true and real
So scared to be the bad guy for love
So scared to take the bold steps for us
Just so you know,
I’m right here waiting for you.
Hanging around babe gazing,
I hope you look in my direction this time.
Always kitten, always.
With love, Ethan.
I read it with tears in my eyes. I stifled a peal of laughter as I held it to my chest looking around and hoping he was watching as he stated. I could feel his breath on my neck, as I rubbed my wrist recalling how much he tortured me. That didn’t hurt as much, it made me feel. He made me feel and right now I crave that. I craved him, his touch, the darkness around him, his aura, his demeanor, his hard gaze and glare when he walked into the room.
I wanted that, I craved it so badly that I felt my insides itch, causing me to fold my legs.
I folded it back, giving it a light kiss as I kept it safe, going downstairs. I got there and immediately Maliah jumped on me looking so happy.
I hugged her, staring at Edward and everyone in the living room wondering what the occasion was for.
“Okay spill,” I said immediately we pulled away from the hug and she instead squealed again making me smile.Nôvel/Dr(a)ma.Org - Content owner.
” I got engaged” She showed her hands to me and I screamed out loudly in shock…
“What?” I was completely joyous and happy as I stared at the diamond ring.
“Congratulations to you both,” I gave Edward a cheeky look while they both smiled as I did a happy dance.
“That’s not all of it,” she said and I looked at her wondering what she had to say when she rubbed her tummy making my eyes bawl.
“No way,” I said stunned, and she nodded her head instead…
“You’re serious,” I covered my mouth with my hands looking at her surprise while she nodded her head…
“Oh my gosh, Maliah,” I pulled her in for a tight hug, while I sniffed in happily.
“Are you crying?” She frowned.
“Tears of joy,” I said truthfully.
“Well good,” she remarked.
“I’m so happy for you,” I said.
“I’m so happy you’re here,” she responded and I sighed softly on her shoulders.
“Was I really? Because I met her but my head’s not here,” I sighed at my thoughts, hugging her tightly…