Chapter 37 Needy Love
“What do you mean you’re staying here?”
Ian asked when morning came and they were having coffee in bed. He had asked her to pack for the city. Blair was nervous that he would be upset with her, he looked and studied her and know her expression instantly.Property of Nô)(velDr(a)ma.Org.
“Hey baby, please… I’m not mad at you. I just need an explanation. I thought you agree to marry me?”
He sighed and pulled her in for a hug, she relaxes in his arms in moments, wrapping her arms around his waist she turned to face him and lay her face on his chest.
“I want to stay here Ian, just for a couple of months. I want to find the real me, Benjamin had taken it all away from me. And now I’m marrying you and will live far from my friends again.”
He hugged her tightly knowing that he would be sleeping alone tonight. He wished it would be that easy, but being apart from her was hard.
“You will be living in this house all alone? it’s a pretty big house baby. With your arm…”
“I will be fine, I have my friends. I missed Celia and… well also the guys. But in a friendly manner, you know that right?”
“I trust you, baby, I just don’t trust myself… I don’t know how long I could stay away from you.”
“You could always visit, call me? text, even video call.”
“I guess then we could do some sexy video chats, okay… I’m liking where this is going. Convince me some more…”
He lied, he hated the idea but he needs to give her the space she needed. He was coming in too strong and he wants her to want him as much as he wants her.
And if he needs to act like a big boy and leave his fiance behind, he would do it if it’d make her happy.
“I love you, Ian.” She pushed him to the bed and went under the sheets.
“Oh baby… more convincing, please… fuck! you feel so good.” He groaned when he uncovers her under the sheets and looks at his beautiful fiance going down on him.
She stroked the rest of his length until she decided to take him deeper. He grasped the sheets feeling himself about to burst.
“Blair baby, fuck me, ride me…” his voice was deep and sexy and she was straddling him in seconds. She moves her hips sensually and he was twitching under her.
“Blair, I’m so close… more, faster. Oh my godddd…” he was moaning until he told her to stop.
“Enough…”
Blair backed away and started stroking him faster knowing he was about to burst. Ian bucked when he burst into her hand.
“God… I can’t wait to be on top again. Remind me not to get shot in the stomach next time.” He sighed and relax back to his pillow while Blair excuses herself to the bathroom.
Next time…
Shot…
He might get shot…
She took a deep breath and try to calm herself down, but her feelings were all over the place. It suffocates her up until Ian walked into the bathroom.
“Blair?” Ian turned her to face him.
“I’m sorry. I’ll be right out…”
“Hey, talk to me, baby.” He stroked her face and wait for her answer.
“I hate seeing you get hurt. It worries me, and with your job… you could get hurt again.” She hugged him tightly, didn’t care if he thinks that she was exaggerating but she truly didn’t want him to get hurt again.
“Blair, it’s my job. It’s a risk that I have to take…”
“I know, and your job helps people. It’s just that I don’t want to lose you. You didn’t know how I felt when Dave told me that you got shot.” She finally breaks and sheds tears for him, she hated herself for being so emotional about his job. There are lots of police officers out there having families, risking their daily life to protect others.
“Oh baby, I’m sorry. I’m sorry for making you worried about me. I’ll be more careful.” He hugged her back tighter, he had never felt so much emotion from his partners and he truly believes that she loves him to the deepest extent.
“How can I make it up to you?” he whispered still not letting her go. She was taking in his scent, his warmth, and his affection. She had never been this much in love that it pained her to think that one day he might get hurt.
“Stay with me? Just for a couple more days, just until your sick days are over.”
“Anything for you baby, I’ll talk to Dave later.” He cupped her face and wiped her tears away and started giving her sweet little kisses on her cheeks and ended up on her lips.
She parted them and let him love her with his deep passionate kisses, while his hand roamed her naked body and his fingers finally find her wetness.
“Ian… more…” her plea was needy and he was giving in to her wants when he pushed her to the bathroom counter.
He trailed down his kisses to her perky nipples and made her moan instantly. His fingers were wet from her arousal, playing her expertly while she parted her legs wider wanting more of him.
Until he lifts her to the counter and started kissing and licking her wetness until she climaxes and her thighs trembled. But he didn’t let her down as he pushed his erect dick into her slowly.
“Ian, your wound…” Blair tried to back away afraid that she might nudge his gunshot wound.
“Ssh… it’s okay baby, I’ll do it slowly. I need you.”
Ian thrusts slowly into Blair, deep down feeling that he needs her to know that he was better, and would love her forever.
“I love you, Blair.” He holds her face and looked directly into her eyes while moving deeper inside her. She was moaning his name, her legs wrapped his waist loosely.
They were both engulfed in their slow lovemaking and felt the sensual intimacy until they both erupt and climaxes simultaneously. She could feel him pumping himself inside her and she didn’t even back down. She was wanting him, all of him.
“I love you, Ian, so much…” she kissed his chest and rest her face on it. He stayed inside her, let her walls milked him dry while pulling her closer and embracing her in his arms.