Forbidden Heat

Playful Ride

The counselling session with Doctor Greta has ended and I am walking back to the car with Reiner. I

was troubled, to say the least, after hearing the Doctor’s opinion of my case. I’m a little disappointed

that she couldn’t diagnose my dream right away and just tell me the truth of what happened or didn’t

happen. I guess this is not a movie after all and the Doctor doesn’t just know it all according to the

script. How will I find out? How will I know for sure if the event in the dream is just a dream conjured up

by my fear or that it actually happened to me?

…something someone said…a place I’ve been to recently…

I couldn’t stop thinking about what she said.

“Natalia…Natalia…” Reiner’s calm voiced brought me back from my troubled thoughts.

“Oh…sorry, you were saying something?” I asked apologetically.

“You’ve been standing in front of the car’s door for a while now. Want to get in?” Reiner asked teasingly

as he opened the car’s door for me to get in.

“Thank you…I’m sorry for spacing out like that,” I replied softly.

“It’s ok. I’m sure you have a lot to think about. Don’t over stress yourself. If it’s hard on you, maybe you

don’t need to remember…” Reiner said as he patted my head softly. His smile warmed me up inside.

“…Are we heading home already?” I asked Reiner in a shy voice. He probably knows that I don’t want

to go back to the mansion. I haven’t set foot out of the family estate for days.

“hmm…not quite,” He replied as he drove faster.

“Where are we going?” I asked without hiding the excitement in my voice. I know what we were about

to do doesn’t play well by the book but I couldn’t help feeling thrilled at bending the rules…and

spending more time alone with Reiner.

“…you’ll see,” Reiner replied casually as he kept his eyes on the road. Guess this man is full of secrets

and surprises as well.

…

“So, do you know how to row a boat?” Reiner asked winking at me.

“Umm…No?” I said in a light panic.

Isn’t it a bit too late for him to ask me that now? We were already standing on a small wooden dock at

the side of a green-blue lake. I didn’t know there was a small lake quite close to the city. This lake was

surrounded by a small park. This place must be quite popular during the early mornings, evenings and

weekends since there’s a running track where people could jog and exercise. However, in the late

afternoon on a weekday like right now, the park was pretty much deserted.

Are we really going to fit in that tiny wooden boat? I thought while I stared dubiously at the white

wooden boat docked next to where we were standing. The boat was probably as long as Reiner was

tall. This is going to be an…interesting experience.

“Give me you hand,” Reiner instructed and when I looked up, I realized that he was already in the boat

with his hands held out to me in order to help me in. I’m not sure which is scarier, getting out of the car

in high heels in front of the press of getting into a clearly shaky small wooden boat.

“Umm…are you sure about this?” I asked in a shaky voice. My discomfort must have been clear since

Reiner responded by laughing slightly.

“Can you swim?” he asked still laughing a little.

“Yes…” I replied sensing that my safety had just been compromised.

“Then there shouldn’t be a problem,” Reiner said as he grabbed and tugged at my hand, pulling me into

the boat. I let out a little scream as my feet landed on the small boat before I quickly sat down. The

boat rocked side to side…

“R! What did you just do?!” I exclaimed in slight shock. The boat continued to rock side to side.

“Helping you get in the boat…what else?” Reiner replied without a care. This is so not good for my

heart.

Reiner started to row the boat away from the dock. The boat stopped rocking and I was relaxed enough

to look around at the scenery. This place is actually very peaceful and beautiful. We didn’t speak. We

just spent time silently enjoying each other’s company. Reiner’s probably doing all this to cheer me up

from being locked up in the mansion for days and from the stressful session I just had with Doctor

Greta. I truly appreciate his effort and the fact that he was here with me. I could not imagine how lonely

and depressed I would feel if I was left alone after the counseling session. I wonder what Reiner thinks

about my dream…

“R…what do you think about my dreams? Do you think the event I dreamt of actually took place or This content belongs to Nô/velDra/ma.Org .

not?” I asked. Nothing to gain and nothing to lose from seeking his opinion.

“I don’t know. Honestly, I think what matters is if you really want to find out,” Reiner answered after

thinking about it for a short while in silence.

“What do you mean?” I asked, confused.

“Something that someone said…a place you’ve been to recently. She said those things could have

triggered your memory if the event was in fact real. You already know what to do, right? So, in the end,

it’s just a matter of do you want to find out or not,” Reiner replied with a knowing smile.

He’s got me. I think I already know what started this dream. The only uncommon place that I went to

that also coincided with when these dreams started was the house by the lake that was surrounded by

thick forests. Edward…why did you take me there? Reiner was right. If I really wanted to find out, I

knew exactly who to ask.

“I need to ask you something,” I texted Edward. Lucien will go a rampage if he finds out that I plan to

meet Edward but what other choices do I have.

“I’ll see you soon, My Princess,” I got his replied almost immediately as if he’d been expecting my text.

This is a little scary. How will he see me soon though? I’m still supposed to be locked up at home…

“Did you decide already?” Reiner asked as he continued to row the boat slowly through the calm

waters.

“Yeah…thanks,” I thanked Reiner for helping me make up my mind. Some time all we need is that little

supporting push.

The wind in my hair feels nice and relaxing. No matter what my little investigation leads me, I’ll come to

terms with what I discover. That is what I was finally able to decide on. Glancing at Reiner, I found him

looking directly at me. Reiner always watches out for me, I guess.

“Are you going to get into trouble for bringing me out here when we’re supposed to head straight

home?” I asked. Admittingly, I was slightly curious. For someone who takes his work so seriously, why

is he going out of his way to bring me here.

“Lucien can’t terminate my employment. Only a unanimous decision from the three elders can

terminate the employment of a highest-ranking butler. You have nothing to worry about,” he replied with

a slight grin.

The wind was blowing, the sun was slowly approaching the horizon, the birds were chirping and

suddenly Reiner seemed much closer. The setting sun behind him illuminated his silhouette.

“Thank you for bringing me out here. I really needed this break. Even if you’re just doing this as part of

your responsibility of being my butler…I still really appreciate it,” I said as I gazed deeply into his

breath-takingly beautiful blue eyes.

Reiner stared back at me silently. He looked as if he wanted to say something but then decided against

it before he turned away.

“Are you blushing?” I asked teasingly. I didn’t know if he was blushing or it was just the ray of the

setting sun dying his face…but…that is why I have to get closer to confirm my suspicions.

“Let me see!” I cried out with excitement as I got up to approach him. I just need to see his face closer.

I stumbled a little but I did reach him. I stumbled right into his awaiting arms as he supported me. My

hands clutched at his chest for balance.

“Natalia!” Reiner cried out in panic.

“Just let me…Ahhh!!”

Oh no, I forgot we were on a boat and a small and shaky one at that. We were both on our feet with

Reiner’s arms around me but the boat was shaking so much now. Oh no…I know exactly what comes

next!

**Splash**

I don’t know how it happened exactly but the next thing I knew I was already soaking wet in the water

and outside of the boat. I’m a decently strong swimmer…as if that made me feel any better in this

situation.

My dress felt so heavy now that it was wet. I need to get my head above the water and fast.

“Natalia!” I heard Reiner calling my name the moment I broke the water’s surface.

This is a complete disaster. I’m sure I look like a drowning kitten to him and I feel like a total mess.

“I’m…fine,” I managed to reply as I whipped my hair back from my face.

Reiner was also completely soaked. Although to my surprise he didn’t seem upset about the fact that

he was all wet.

--To be continued...