CHAPTER 14
ANITA'S POVContent (C) Nôv/elDra/ma.Org.
I was also shocked at what I had done. I never once thought that I could beat another woman just because she had flirted with the man that I love.
Lola did it on purpose. I could see the way she looked at me, she was trying to intimidate me and make me feel bad about her relationship with Alpha Robin but I had managed to nib what the two of them had, at the bud.
I didn't know I could fight, until I was done beating the hell out of her. Serah was definitely coming back to be with me times like this. She was also obsessed with Alpha Robin. Anything to do with him, she is always awake to help me. Alpha Robin was not as angry as I thought he would. I had expected him to kick me out of the fighting team but he didn't.
He was just quiet until I demanded to be punished. He kept on telling me that I was not special and this was the chance that he had to prove himself.
I knew the punishment that I wanted. I wanted to work at his quarters, I wanted to do his laundry and clean his house. I wanted to be close to him, this would make both me and Serah happy.
"No one goes to my quarters, do you hear me!" He snapped at me after a brief moment of silence. I was getting used to this. One minute he acts like we are almost on the same page while the next minute he is back to being cold. "Then punish me. You also have to remember, I did what I did because of you. If you want to punish me, punish me with something that I have to do for you," I told him and he couldn't believe it.
I could see his pupils dilate in his eyes. I guess I am the only woman who has been free to talk to him without necessarily fanning myself or throwing myself at him.
"I don't like the way you talk to me. Do you really know who I am, and what I am capable of?" He asked, maintaining eye contact with me and I could feel my heart skip a mighty beat.
Instead of feeling intimidated, I was turned on. His eyes, I was lost in those beautiful eyes. His lips, I have been dying to kiss them since day one. I had fallen for him so hard, I knew it, he also knew it therefore there was no need for me to pretend.
"What do you want to do to me, sir?" I asked him as I batted my eyelashes seductively.
For a moment, he inched closer, as if he wanted to capture my lips for a kiss. I was ready for it, I was dying for it. My body was on fire. I wanted to taste him so badly. Trust me, I would do anything to have that moment with him. He stared at me with so much desire, hunger, I could tell that he had not done this for a long time.
His thumb rubbed my lower lip and I closed my eyes shut, waiting for the kiss only for him to push me away.
"You have to apologise to Lola!" He demanded, as he took steps away from me. He was looking away, probably he was trying to control what he was actually feeling.
I felt so disappointed but I couldn't give up. This moment showed me how I truly wanted him.I had never felt this way for anyone before. He was going to be my first love and that explains why I had fallen deeply in love with him. "She did that on purpose. She was trying to provoke me," I defended myself. I didn't feel like she deserved my apology.
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"Punish me instead," I begged.
"How do you want to be punished?" He asked and I managed to smile again. I knew exactly the kind of punishment that I wanted.
"Make me work in your quarters. I will clean your room, make food for you, I will even clean your clothes," I told him.
"I have already told you that you are not allowed in my quarters!" He shouted.
"I want to work for you, I want to be close to you. I know you can make an exception. I saw you earlier, you wanted this too. You wanted us to be close," I told him.
"Shut up! You don't know what you are talking about!" He shouted.
"Come on Alpha Robin, admit it. You also want me. I promise to love you right, I would never break your heart. This is my first shot at love, please give me a chance," I begged.
"You are hereby suspended from the fighting practice until further notice. I should not see you here!" He dropped the bombshell and I couldn't believe it. No, this is the worst punishment ever. I couldn't accept it. It can't be that I will delay my sister's revenge because I was busy fighting other women for the Alpha. What was I really thinking?
Clearly, my priorities are not in order. I was so mad at myself for allowing my desires to come before my sister's.
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You cannot do this. I told you I needed to learn how to fight," I begged him but he didn't reply, instead, he ran away in his typical fashion.
Tears cascaded down my cheeks as I headed to my room. I couldn't believe what had just happened. I had acted out of naivety. Why was I fighting for someone who made it clear that he didn't want to be with me? He was giving mixed signals. I say this over and over again, I want to hate him, I want to stop thinking about him but I can't.
Right now I am actually thinking if he had made me work at his quarters. I really wanted to, so that I could seduce him and get to have him to myself.
What if I fight harder for him? What if I learn to fight to fight any woman who would want him and win eventually then after that I would go avenge my sister's death?
Maybe it's high time that I win something for myself and that is Alpha Robin's love.
He had told me not to go and fight but I had a different plan. He was not ready for what is to come yet.
He will not be able to resist me this time round.
Smiling to myself, I wiped my tears away and headed to my room. The game is just getting started.