Be With Him

Na-alimpungatan ako dahil sa isang kalabog sa pintuan ng aking kwarto, what’s that?

Mabilis kong binuksan ang lamp sa side table ko at aliga-galang tumayo.

Hinablot ko ang mahabang payong na nakasabit sa likudan n pintuan bago buksan ang pintuan.

One….

Two….

Three….

I immediately open my door, I was about to hit the -whoever slam my door- but my eyes widened when I saw Dad lying infront.

“D-d-dad?” Lumuhod ako para abutin ang mukha ni Papa, his eyes is closed, he’s holding a bottle of wine.

I carefully slapped his face tryin’ to wake him up.

“Pa! Papa!” Niyug-yog ko ang katawan niya para magising, handa na akong tumayo para humingi nang tulong nang bigla siyang mag-salita

“Riz…. R-rizha” It stopped me, he’s calling Mom “I love you, baby” I can hear his painful sob.

I sighed and went to Zhackies room, after 3 fucking loud knocks I heard a footstep behind the doors.

“What is it?! Do you know what the fuck–” I hit his forehead “O-oh it’s you, what do you need… po?” He sleepily asked

“Dad’s unconscious” His eyes widened and his jaw dropped, Nervousness is now visible in his eyes

“What the fuck happened?! Where is he?! Damn it!” Hinawi niya ako at mabilis na tumakbo at napaluhod ng makita si Papa sa tapat ng kwarto ko

“What the hell are you doing, Ate?! Call an ambulance?!” I sighed and hit his forehead again

“Will you shut your mouth up?!”I hissed “He’s j-just f-freakin’ sleeping!” He sighed and glared at me

“You didn’t tell naman kase” kinuha niya ang kaliwang braso ni Papa at inakbay sa kaniya habang dahan-dahang tumayo, I helped him by lifting Papa’s right arm

Hinatid na’min siya sa kanyang kwarto at maingat na hiniga

“Riz…. Thankyou… take care” I dont know if I’m gonna laugh or cry when my Father said that while smiling, damn he’s really into her.

I kissed his forehead and tears started pooling down, “We love you, Father” I wiped my tears but mas lalo lamang itong bumagsak ng maramdaman ko ang yakap ni Zhack.

“Ate, can we talk?” I nod at him

After making sure that he’s already sleeping, I followed Zhack and I saw him at our mini-bar.

“Zhack…. what is it?” I smiled weakly at him

“Do you think… uhm this will stop if wala a-ako?” My eye brows creased when he smiled weakly at me “What if….. umalis ako?” My tears started to roll down when I saw how badly he want to go.

“No! N-No! You’re my brother, okay?” I cupped his face and kissed him on the forehead “I love you… We love you…. Maybe She loved you” I started sobbing when he hugged me tightly

Funny to think, He’s the one who is suffering from anxiety and depression but he’s the one who’s comforting me

I’ve always been the Older but I’m the one who cried a lot.

I felt his weight getting heavy and heard his heavy breath when I look at him, he’s already sleeping.

What a sleepy head!

I tried to wake him up, but he’s too sleepy to walk properly so I have to held his arm and help him walk so he could go to his room

I waked up feeling drained, who will not? After what happened last night?

Nang makuha ko ang phone ko sa study table ko nagulat ako sa dami ng message ni Adam.

From: Adamot

Hi babe, everything’s gonna alright:*Content rights by NôvelDr//ama.Org.

You sleepin’ na? Goodnight!

Babee, Good morning ( ˘ ³˘)♥

What is that thing? It’s cute just like u.

Hey! Wake up, Sunshine! It’s already 7 in the morning!

Babeee, I’ll fetch you today, okay?

Babe, I love you!

On my way, wake up ka na pu.

I smiled and laughed a bit reading all his texts but I decided not to reply, on the way na naman siya e ka–wait? On the way na fuck!

I was about to take a bath when my phone buzzed.

From:Adamot

Know u awake already, babe loveyou

Be fast, gsto n kta mkt j3j3

I laughed when I saw his jeje message, damn everyone should know that Adam Asunscion had this baliw side.

I take a bath for just 20 minutes and wear my signature clothed, Black shirt, jeans and sneakers.

Nang pag-baba ko sa hagdan pa lamang ay rinig ko ang boses ni Papa na tawa nang tawa.

Buang na naman siya, goiz.

Ngunit halos malag-lag ang aking panga matapos makita kung ano’ng dahilan ng pagtawa niya, he’s laughing with my boyfriend!

Yiee, feel na feel gHoRl?

“Oh, our princess is awake na pala e’!” I jokingly rolled my eyes when my Father announced it.

“What are you doing here?” I asked Adam with my usual voice, he just smiled widely at me

“Fetching my girlfriend?”sa casually said making me blushed and smiled, but my smiled faded when I saw how Zhack frowned.

Stupid inggitero, Che!

“Let’s go na?” I smiled at him, he just nodded.

“Boy” Our stare got interrupt when Papa called him, he smiled genuinely at us “Take care of her, okay? She’ll always be my Princess, I love her please love her more than I do” his eyes is getting wet.

“Pa! Don’t talk like you’re about to die! You won’t! You’re not sick! You’re not dying, Stop talking like that!” I gulped when Zhack suddenly shout but his voice is trembling, he’s crying.

“You jealous boy, HAHA! Come here!” He hugged him tightly “I love you too son, okay? You’ll always be my favorite son, you’re the most handsome!” We laughed when Zhackie jokingly hit him

“Cause I’m your only Son!” We laughed at it, Dad smiled at me and gestured me to hug them, So I did.

“You two will always be my treasure, okay? Papa loves you both” I felt him kissing our head.

We got interrupted when we saw a flash. It’s from Adam’s phone.

“I-im sorry, you look good” We laughed and I saw how Father gestured him to hug us.

He simply show to me the picture he take.

It’s us, hugging each other while Dad’s kissing our head.

Sana lagi nalang ganito