Anamika- The broken beauty

Chapter 7 - Leaving him behind.

Anamika's pov

I woke up from my sleep and looked at the man sleeping beside me, I am sleeping in his arms, in his Property © NôvelDrama.Org.

embrace. His face looks so peaceful nothing like the dominating man I witnessed last night, he is so

perfect. His tattoos are so unique and different like they are trying to tell you a story. I want to touch

them, feel them, kiss them.

I remembered last night, the way he kissed me, touched me, he was eating me out like a hungry wolf

who has been starved for a while, so rough yet so gentle. He was biting and sucking on my skin, taking

me in another world of pleasure. No one has ever made me feel like that, I was in the ninth sky floating

in pleasure and just with the thought I felt wetness between my thighs. I want to forever stay and sleep

in his arms, I feel so safe in his embrace. He looks so peaceful I wanted to feel his features but I

controlled myself from touching his face, I don't want to wake him up.

But no matter how much I want to stay here, I can't. I shouldn't have been here at first place no matter

how much I wanted him. I can't do that. I have promised myself that I'll never let anyone in, no one can

break the walls I have build around my heart, no one. They are helping me to hold my sanity. I can't

trust anyone, I'll never show my vulnerable side to anyone.

You are trouble for me Massimo. You are making me feel things I have never felt before and it's bad,

it's scaring me to the core. I am afraid that you will break the walls and melt my stoneheart.

I can't let that happen... never...

It's better we part our ways and never meet again. I just hope I won't regret what I did yesterday.

Pushing aside my conflicted thoughts,

I slowly remove his hand from my waist getting up from the bed, but the soreness between my legs

made me hiss in pain. I am sore, too sore and a sudden wave of heat rose on my face making me

blush.

I grabbed my clothes which was lying on the floor and quickly dressed up, careful not to make any

noise which will wake him up. I don't want to have any awkward conversation with him, I don't have any

idea how to deal with a man after one night stand.

I grabbed my clutch checking my phone and it's still 4 in the morning. I looked at him for the last time,

he is still sleeping peacefully. I know its not right to leave like this, but I have to I don't want to get

attached with anyone and I am sure it's just another night for him too. I don't think he will care or even

remember me in the morning...

Right?...

" Goodbye Massimo, I hope we never cross each other's path again"

I mumbled to myself.

Ealking towards the door I slowly opened it. Damn it feels like I am stealing something by doing all

these things. I left his penthouse silently and stepping out I saw two big bodybuilder like guards at the

door but they didn't stop me just looked at me up and down. One of them was the one driving

Massimo's car last night. He might have recognised me or may be it's nothing new for them, they must

have seen alot of women leaving in the morning.

I called Mr. Brown and he came in less than a minute with the car.

He quickly dropped me home. Last night I told him to follow us, and he was there the whole night

waiting in the car. He is a good man and a loyal one too. He has worked with me for years now. I

respect him alot afterall he is working hard for me.

Getting out of the car I thanked him. He gave me small smile and parked the car. I told my maid to

make something for breakfast. I am hungry since I didn't got the chance to eat anything last night. I

head upstairs towards my bedroom and placing my clutch on the bed I sat there stretching my limbs,

my whole body is in pain. I am tired and i just want to take a nap for sometime but I can't rest now I

have a flight to catch and I need to get ready for it.

I lazily walked towards the bathroom stripping under the shower I turned it on letting the warm water

relax my sore muscles, it felt so good. I quickly washed my hair and cleaned my body. Wrapping a

white fluffy towel around my body I dried my hair and walked towards the closet.

Looking myself in the mirror I saw marks of the passionate night that I spent with him. Red and purple

bite marks were all over my neck, shoulder and chest. I softly touched them thinking about him and

how I got them, it turned my lips upward in a blushing smile. Maybe I don't regret what I did last night.

I wore comfortable clothes for travelling. Getting ready I left for the airport with Mr. Brown, he never

leaves me alone even in foreign trips and I am impressed by his dedication towards the work, I have a

flight to New York in 1 hour.

But the memories of last night kept flashing in front of me, not letting me concentrate on anything. How

would he react when he won't find me next to him after waking up, will he care or just ignore it. Does it

matter to him I don't think it does. I must have made it easy for him by leaving before he asks me to.

That's what one night stand means right?

"Are you ok miss?"

Mr. Brown brought me out of my thoughts. I didn't realised when I zoned out. Shit what the hell is

happening to me.

I have to forget everything about last night, like it never happened. I can't let him get under my skin. It

was a one night thing and it will remain like that... I don't want anyone in my life, I am fine alone.

We stopped in front of the airport doing all the formalities and finally we catched the flight to New York

with only one thought in my mind 'It meant nothing'.